Date : Sunday, June 13, 2010
Time : 11:26 PM
Title : i've had enough keeping quiet!

Enough is enough. I've no idea why you had a sudden outburst about me today, but that's the last straw of tolerating all this by always being the nice one apologizing, saying sorry and agreeing to whatever it is you mention or want. All I wanted was for you to be happy but all of a sudden, you just had to say so much things about me, out of the blue for who knows what reason. Congratulations, you've just succeeded in telling the whole world you hate me & what a liar i am just like what you accused me of suddenly in the middle of the day when i didn't even say anything about you. In fact, we didn't even speak to each other.

But i get it now, it's all a misunderstanding. For some reason, you thought I tweeted about you. Well, you're highly mistaken. And to think that i was even so nice as to worry & ask you what was going on & see if you're okay unknowingly when all along, you were tweeting about me. Haha!! All this while, i thought everything was okay... WE were okay & that you'd never even say stuff like that about me, never thought that you'd be that kind, ever. Well, you've just proved me wrong. And since you put it that way, if whatever i tweeted affected you so much & you matched the description of the person that i tweeted about (which wasn't about you at all in the first place), than i think you probably should think about what i said & put yourself in others' shoes!

I'm sorry I'm being harsh now, but you're way too much this time, really. First of all, you ASSUMED i was tweeting about you (which obviously i wasn't if not, i would've already put ur name there since i've got u on Twitter), second of all, you straight away replied to my tweets with:

1)Whatever it is, i really do hope that i didn't get to know u from the start where u start to sweet talk to ppl.
That's what happens when guys be nice to girls, they'll think we're sweet-talking them, especially to girls who never had a guy before, let alone any experience. I was really happy that I met you but now that you put it that way, i really wished that i didn't get to know you from the start either!

2)and i'm one of them to fall into ur trap too deeply. well, just fuck off now! I HATE YOU EVER!
First of all, you fell for me, so dun u dare put the blame on me like i had anything to do with it! That line itself tells me already that you're referring to me & that whatever you're talking about, you're talking about me. I was just a regular customer in an arcade who caught your attention. Nothing more, nothing less. When you wanted me, i gave myself to you, when you wanted time, i gave you time alone as requested, when you wanted us to part, i agreed to it without questioning you as long it is what you wanted. Well now you want me to "FUCK OFF", right? SURE! i'll gladly do so! i'll FUCK OFF from your life. Thanks for using such strong words that already showed me that you hate me without needing you even having to say you do. And oh yeah, look! You said it first that you hate me! When i didn't even say a single thing about you. Thanks alot!

3)I dun believe any words from you already, u're a liar and u dun even care wat's the feeling of the others when you open your mouth.
Ohh great, now you call me a liar when we didn't even speak to each other. What's there to lie about? What makes you think that you care about how I feel by saying all this about me all of a sudden, in the middle of the day anyways? Pot calling the kettle black.

4)U say ur words doesn't bring a meaning but u do sound that if u dun realise it! And i guess u dunno u r hurting a person deep down.
I'm only trying to teach someone a lesson but the lesson can only be learned by him/her on their own. And if they do feel the hurt, it means that whatever i said was right & that they're guilty of it. If you felt hurt, than i dunno what to say coz like i said earlier, i wasn't tweeting about you in the first place. -_-

5)Seriously, i dunno wat r u thinking in ur mind. One minute, u r nice, the next minute, u r nasty! No wonder there's alot of rumour about u.
i have no idea what's in ur mind either. Suddenly tweeting about me out of hatred & despise just bcoz you thot i was talking about you when in fact, i wasn't! Go ahead and believe whatever rumours you've heard about me if you wanna be a victim of fiction. Even when you were still attached, you chose to believe others instead of your own boyfriend or even ask him to clarify such stuff. If you ask any couple out there, they would gladly answer that they believe each other's words more than anyone else. That's the problem with you, you don't talk, but instead, you choose to assume & judge based on your assumptions, which in the first place could easily just turn out to be false accusations. Even when we were quarreling, i approached you countless times to talk but all you wanted was time alone & to ignore & not reply my texts and so i really gave you your time alone. Even then, you weren't happy. Even when you were having this sudden outburst just now, i asked what's wrong & you didn't reply. If you had only replied or TALKed, than i could've just told you that i wasn't tweeting about you & all this misunderstanding & mess could be avoided. Seriously, i hope you learn from your past mistakes. I'm not saying I'm not at fault either, but you gotta wake up & realise your own faults as well.

6)I wanted to believe u but nw i think i should just forget about it. Well, maybe that's just life! I should not care about u from nw onwards!
You WANTED to believe me? If you did, you didn't even have to choose in the first place. Go ahead & doubt me and you'll be blinded from the facts that everyone knows but you just because you chose NOT to believe me. You're not gonna care about me from now onwards? Fine, i'll leave you alone as well. Just remember, YOU wanted this, YOU said this FIRST, out of nowhere! In the middle of the day!

7)U was nv been as gentleman as ever.
I don't even think that this is in a proper sentence structure that makes sense. Check your vocabulary & write something that people can actually understand when reading it. Besides, have you ever met a real gentleman? I highly doubt so.

This time, I really can't take it anymore. I'm not just gonna stand by the side and take everything you throw at me like last time. This is all just a case of mistaken identity. All because you thought I was tweeting about you when I wasn't. It's obvious when you read this, you know that I'm talking about YOU! At least, now I've seen the bad-side of you & your true colours. The last time your last post, you wrote a long post about me, saying all those stuff. I didn't even said a single word & accepted everything, the good, the bad, the stuff that were true & even the stuff that weren't true. I did nothing but just stand at the side & took everything that you said & didn't even say a single word about it. This time, i ain't gonna do that anymore. I'm not gonna let someone think that they're always right all the time when they know nothing about what they're saying! Yes, i do know by writing & saying all these stuff, I'm hurting you. But do realise what you cause others to do to even hurt you in the first place? That's it, i'm done with you. Just remember that it was YOU who chose to end this friendship, NOT me!

YOU are the one who:
1) wished you didn't know me from the start!
2) asked me to FUCK OFF & officially say that you HATE ME!
3) don't wanna believe my words anymore & call me a liar!
4) thinks that I dun realise that the words I say from MY mouth will hurt others!
5) still choose to believe those rumours you've heard about me!
6) chose to forget about me & chose not to care about me from now onwards!

NOT me! Just remember that YOU chose it to be this way! I didn't even said a single thing... til now! Well, if you've got anything else you would like to say or accuse me of, you know how to reach me. As of now, I'm gonna FUCK OFF and not bother your life anymore, just like what YOU wanted and asked for in front of the whole world!

P.S. We're just friends now. I can't give you all those things just like what we were before. If I did, I might mislead you into thinking something else. If you wanted to have a little conversation with me, you could have always said something, but you didn't. It's not that people change, it's that when the status changes, everything changes. There's a line between what we can & cannot do. Wanna ask me out, fine, all you gotta do is ask. Nothing wrong in that. Simple. We are friends & we can be still be friends, but friends don't suddenly vent their frustration & hatred out on Twitter all of the sudden, out of the blue, in the middle of the day about the other for god knows what reason. Like i said, just remember that YOU declared all this & YOU are the want that wanted all this when I didn't even say a single thing! Don't you dare pin this matter on me when YOU started it!