Date : Saturday, October 31, 2009
Time : 6:25 AM
Title : Halloween @ Rebel & Dbl O

Date : Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Time : 11:59 PM
Title : Happy 19th Birthday, Haziq!

1) I LOVE YOU ALL!
2) I LOVE YOU ALL!
3) I LOVE YOU ALL!

Thanks EVERYONE for spending your time and/or your day with me through all the happy & sour moments. xoxo

I'm very tired after 2-3 sleepless nights this past week & barely held my ground today but thanks to all who entertained me, who celebrated with me, who sacrificed their time for me, who skipped class just for me, I was able to survive through the day & it was a great day. i juz need a good night's sleep with a heavy heart tonight...

P.S. 3 words... I'm deeply touched...

Date : Friday, October 23, 2009
Time : 11:59 AM
Title : Don't Ask, So As Not For Me To Lie...

Date : Thursday, October 22, 2009
Time : 5:50 AM
Title : Tired...

I swear I'm very tired for some reason, can't even last an hour after reaching home at 11plus last night... Think I still lack of sleep since clubbing at dbl O last Saturday with only 2-4hours of sleep per day, every single day after that... KO-ed at 12am plus...? First time I've fell asleep so freaking early...

Finally got to catch Sorority Row last night.

The grand launch of Windows 7 is today as well and some people have already been queuing for it for 22 hours at Funan IT Mall. Zzz...

Now i'm up at 5.50am just to complete 4 name-card designs for my uncle who needs them by 9am later, which he requested me to do at 12.02am just last night, which i was too tired to even bother doing. Gonna finish up on it now and get back to sleep again...

Didn't blog these few days... Didn't have the mood or time to...
This is an improper post, just rants. (This post is pending edits.)

To MJ bestie,
hope you're feeling better! You don't need to go through it alone. We'll be there if you want us to coz' we're all here for you if you need us as always. Tc & ttyl! (: xoxo


P.S. I'm everywhere I'm not supposed to be at the wrong timings, doing what I shouldn't do, seeing what I shouldn't see, hearing what I shouldn't hear & saying what I shouldn't say...

Date : Sunday, October 18, 2009
Time : 5:06 AM
Title : dbl O, invited by MJ <3 (first-time entry!)

Just got back from dbl O...


Herwan's D&G perfume, No. 3 L`Imperatrice (Inspiration), was freaking nice!!! I wanna get it too but it's 60bucks for a tiny 8ml bottle! WTF!?!

All the dancing made me now eff-ing hungryyyyy!

Damn shag now... Will upload pics, blog and do everything later... Nytex party peeps!
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Morning people!!! I'm up bright and early today... Can't believe I slept at 8am and woke up at 10am just to check my Facebook... Just 2 hours of sleep!? The rings on my eyes are getting obvious... Maybe I was expecting something or had a feeling that there's just something there that I gotta see...? Instinct? Gut feeling? Sixth sense? Anyways, I feel like a walking-zombie now, sorry Jing Yu, i'm not going already, thanks for the invite though... TOO TIRED!!!

Expecting guests later, probably my aunt for lunch... I'm too shag to entertain guests at the moment, sumone replace me? I'll pay u 4bucks per hour? But since it's my auntie, i'll make it 5bucks, standard F&B market rate for entertaining both annoying/difficult customers... I feel like sleeping again or I'm definitely gonna be late for class tmr... And I still have night class later at 6.30pm til 8pm... And I've yet to pick out or iron my clothes for class tmr... Sheesh!



Last night, was a hell of a party!!! Thanks MJ for opening up and also opening me up. I was shy, okay!!! Sheesh... Haha! Clubbing with you is so much fun!!! You're really the walking, living-example of party-ing the night away, forgetting bout everything and anything that's going on & just let everything loose just for that moment for that one night! Felt so much better! Had great company from Herwan & frenz as well, freaking nice people even if it's the first time we've met. Well, that's what happens when we all got one thing in common, clubbing! Luv me homies! Just like we were all singing, "I've got a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night! That today's gonna be a good day! That tonight's gonna be a good, good night! I've got a feeling. Woohoo!" I was even lucky enough not to get an ID-check and got to enter with the bootylicious girl giving me the entry chop on my arm just like that. We forgot that this was a 21 & above Club & not an 18 & above Club. We only realized it when we were queuing up to enter. My heart was thumping when we finally reached the front! thump* thump*

Entry Babe: 3 guys? (stares*) Paying by? Plastic or cash?

Haziq (me!): Cash. (Took out the crisp $50 note from my wallet which i was already holding in my hand)

Entry Babe: Here you go. chop* chop* chop*

Everyone was like half-gone that night & some were even driving...! Glad I was still sane throughout the entire night so that I could capture and remember every single moment & all the precious memories we have together! ^^


P.S. MJ rox!!! Luv ya to the max! Thanks for the invite, gal! Had a f-ing great time with ya! Will definitely invite u to other parties in the future! It's a MUST! You can bring ur other frenz too, no prob! They're always welcomed! Once invited, always invited! Luvs! ;) (Psst! Psst! I'll try to get you that Privilege Card for Se\7en. WINKS*)

Date : Saturday, October 17, 2009
Time : 11:47 PM
Title : Good Texts Gone Bad

Was supposed to meet up with Qz & the rest for FYP today but was forced to eat lunch at home by mum since she was cooking and kept asking me to eat first before I leave... Kinda annoying but yeah it saves money... But I had to be in town by 12pm but mum started cooking at 12pm & i didn't know it'd take so long as to only be able to start eating at 2pm since she cooked so many dishes for the whole family and I was already ready to leave the house too.

Left the house at 2plus and waited for the damn bus to town til 3pm to finally arrive. By that time, my teammate CK called me saying that him and the rest were all heading home already and that I didn't need to come down already... Damn, sorry... Anyhow, since was already on the bus, might as well take it and went town for a while before heading Bugis later on.

Received an sms from Qz and so I texted and chat with him while walking around since we were both alone at that time and somehow I said something wrong again or that he took it the wrong way? Either way, i noe a sorry won't be sufficient since it's like the 468416579 times I've said it but dun take it to heart. I seriously didn't think that you'd get so worked up over it as I thought everything was fine and we were chatting as per normal in like a normal conversation in a smiling situation.

That's why I hate text-ing sometimes, you can never imagine the expressions on the other persons' face or say things that you want in the tone you want but instead, people have to imagine how you're saying it and sometimes, it just doesn't turn out right. I'm freaking gonna emphasize on using the smileys & emoticons from now onwards...

Heading down to meet MJ, Herwan & the rest later at dbl O at 10pm! It's bad to turn down an invite/RSVP but den again, if anyone invites me, I'll surely not dissapoint you guys & be there! Unless I already had other plans of course or someone else booked me first(but that rarely happens, no worries!). I'm SOO looking forward to it!

Hope I'll enjoy myself later coz I can never fully let go of myself & party when I know that any friend is angry at me for whatever reason. In short, i can never be myself when i know that something's wrong... Think ima sleep til 4-5pm the next day... Cya laters!


P.S. Plz dun turn dis into a quarrel, it's juz a misunderstanding... I need a break. Heck, everyone needs a break...

Date : Friday, October 16, 2009
Time : 12:31 AM
Title : Self-Conscience

BMI Categories:

• Underweight = <18.5
• Normal weight = 18.5-24.9
• Overweight = 25-29.9
• Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater

My BMI is 15.9, wtf!? I'm underweight!?

Gonna have to conduct/oversee a talk later, some smart-ALEX went on to carry on discussions with our partner-ing company and surprisingly managed to make it happen... With NO planning done whatsoever... Thanks for letting me know last-minute to manage and clear the saikang for you...! I just hope things go well later... I don't wish to manually key in 100+ Student Identification Numbers into my laptop...

Leona Lewis gets punched at her own book-signing by someone who queued for 5 hours? WTH!?
For more info: http://a3urbanmusic.com/2009/10/leona-lewis-gets-punched-at-book-signing


P.S. I luv my sis! <3

Date : Thursday, October 15, 2009
Time : 4:05 PM
Title : The Things I Do When I'm At Home

Been eating junk food all day, Zombie Chews, Cola Haribo, almost the whole jar of pineapple tarts finishing soon, half a cookie eaten, cans and cans of coke, wan-wans & ferero rochers! Please put on weight Haziq!!!

I kinda wonder which emo and/or saddistic person would book a seat like that to watch a horror film all alone that's gonna take place at 11.55pm at night... -.-



I can't believe LG got SNSD to endorse their Black Label Series newchocolate phone! OMG, it's SNSD, wootz!!! It must have cost a bomb to get them and they even made a song for it too! The newchocolate is yet another touch-screen phone and it looks really stylish and chic! Plus it's slim! But I've never liked LG phones so I'll just give it a pass or maybe it's time for a change?

Found BoA's US Debut Album! Her songs are the sex!!

Date : Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Time : 11:51 PM
Title :

Date : Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Time : 11:02 PM
Title : Get back to work!

Went through a number of things that piled up as time went by last night. Gotta get back to handling my IG (Gaming.RP). i think i took quite a long vacation already... With the Marketing Director/President missing, I wonder how things are right now since everything's so quiet. Got a meeting after school tomorrow with our sponsor (Computer Company X) and we're also gonna have this new upcoming event about... *hush *hush. Gonna keep it a secret til it's going smoothly. Plus I heard that I might get an opportunity to be INTERVIEWED by a REPORTER and land myself in the... *hush *hush again. Another media exposure. First it was TEENAGE Magazine (Sept. issue). Now it's... (hint: something that Singaporeans buy everyday).

Finished doing up my powerpoint presentation slides today in 15 minutes or shall I say the last 15minutes before presentation started? I swear it was an instantaneous idea coz I only figured out how to solve the problem like at the last 15minutes... Luckily... I swear I almost didn't catch a single thing in today's lesson...

Was supposed to have a meeting today after school but it got canceled and I was plan-less. Wasted another day after school without a plan and just went home.

And to MJ, thanks for the pad on the back and encouragement! I'm seeing the bigger picture now.

P.S. Sorry qz, already bought my food by the time you called, if not I could've went over. Next time kayz! =)

Date : Monday, October 12, 2009
Time : 11:26 PM
Title : Never again.

P.S. Never again~

Date : Sunday, October 11, 2009
Time : 2:08 PM
Title : Morning routine!

My must-have after wakin' up every mornin'. Peach-Mango!!! The yoghurt is NO-FAT but i want the FATS! The milk is sometimes used to makes milk-shakes as well! Maybe I shd label and put my name on them to claim that they're ll mine! Mwahahaha!!!

Date : Friday, October 9, 2009
Time : 10:10 PM
Title : Best Day WITHOUT ... (for once!)

Date : Thursday, October 8, 2009
Time : 11:50 PM
Title : I just want things to be better,,,

Date : Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Time : 4:00 AM
Title : WAKE UP CALL! (slap)

No, there's no tears rolling down, it's juz that it's 4am right now so I'm reminded of this song, lol! Alright, firstly I'd be stupid enough to not notice it's about me cause it's like written all over? Haha, I get the message. After thinking bout it, I realize that most of what you said is true. Okay... ALL of it is true. I admit I was finding re-assurance, not for attention but being distant from my frenz makes me afraid of losing my friends alot, like i dun belong anymore... Coz we're like separated into 2, all of you there together and me alone on the other, but no more after seeing what was written. At least now, I know the thoughts of others so I'm assured of it once and for all. *smiles* To put it simply, I could have been thrown aside & be forgotten... but I wasn't! Which shows my stupidity in not thinking of how others spared a thought for me, even if it was just a single word or for a single second. Like you said, if it's gonna be like that, why bother making friends in the first place? (plz slap me if i ever say that that hassle stuff again, like seriously!)

Maybe it's because I just envy other people's friendships, always not forgotten, are always together, will always find each other for every single thing, will always have people waiting for them no matter how long they took, always going home together, coz I know I can never have such a close friendship like that or shall I say, I never had one. It'd be nice to have one though... That's due to being a clique jumper, always jumping cliques and hanging around with different people. It's good because you get to know alot of people however, bad because in the end from what I learned, you'll just end up alone as you'll never be close to any 1 of the cliques at all.

The words were of anger and frustration, the vibe it gave off was, "I've had enough of this shit which I've put up with long enough!", I mean, I wouldn't have put it any better myself if I were you, which I dun blame but totally agree. Main point in short was, "The world doesn't revolve around you." I get it. I think I was being selfish, always thinking bout myself and not others. Always thinking bout myself as in the feelings of what I feel and never thought of the feelings of what others feel. Normally I'll just judge from the way they speak to me.

I need to thank you for knocking some sense into me. I'm sorry I made you angry but at least it was the truth and exactly the words that I wanted/had to hear. Okay, READ! It would have been better if I were confronted directly about it though, cause hearing the words, the tone & the emotions in the voice together would really make my eyes open wider and learn a harder lesson. Heck, I think I deserve a slap to remind me! In a good way of course, haha! It's reality & a wake-up call for me to appreciate things more. (speaking of which, no one woke me up for school!!! omg!) Anyways, i'm not tough!!! I'm skinny like a snake on a stick! Okay okay. This is what I call good friends as they do not mind if I go BOOOOOO when I'm with them. (i dunno how to describe that but that word and sound suited whatever I was trying to describe, sorry had to borrow a term, it sounds cute too actually. =X) I've always hidden this booooo to not want others to worry about me... Okay, no more acting! I shall just speak freely about my booooo should I encounter any booooo in the future.

Yeah man, I need to thank Kelvin for the inspirational words (that I'm surprised he could inspire you with his nonsense, haha!) that led to this. I'll give you that hug you've always wanted when I see you, okay? Just ONE! You can hug me however long and tight you one, but just ONE hug! Anything more than that and I'm officially gonna declare you a gay with an always 5metre apart restriction rule!! Haha, kidding kidding. But really, really. Thank you! This kinda things, you need to talk some sense into me, coz sometimes I get too carried away with my thoughts. My bet! To tell you the truth, I was happy after reading all that rather than being sad or or more deperessed, the normal human reaction of how they'll react after reading all that and being in the situation that they're in. I think I'm screwed in my head or something, but when it's with me, it's a good thing, means I'm back to my usual self again. Okay, let's make the best out of the day ahead of us now, shall we? Shall we? Shall we????????? REPLY! hahaha. =)

P.S. You could have just convo-ed, called, talked, shouted, screamed, yelled or slap me, sometimes I just deserve one to wake me up to see what great friends I have. Luvs! Kelvin, we gonna play together again tonight or what!? MSN me later at night if playing you noob! =D (ohh shit, i'm soo gonna be late for class later.)

Date : Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Time : 7:22 PM
Title : Boring Day In School

Class ended early today, but the stupid thing about lab is we had to clear it as soon as class finishes. Was doing quiz halfway, it has a time limit, zzz... So went down and sat at the seats in front of the giant E6 sign to finish it at 4pm. Since I was already there in LEO and had nothing on, decided to finish everything there as well. As soon as I finished, I noticed it was 5pm already, didn't notice that i spent so long there. Guess I was daydreaming while looking at the hip-hop IG practise. Boring day, went to get a drink but bumped into frenz who asked me to eat with them which I did but only drank. Nothing much happened other than bumping into Kelvin with his plate of rice with pork and asking me if I wanted some... IDIOT! Haha, but you made me laugh the for first time in that day, blew away the dark cloud roaming over my head. Haha, walking over to eat dinner now at CWP, haven't eaten since morning, leaving school now, i can slowly walk there and take my time since I'm alone, quite a number of stars tonight! cya!

Date : Monday, October 5, 2009
Time : 11:09 PM
Title : BAD DAY!!!

Thanks for leaving me behind, really thanks alot! Just when I thought my day couldn't be any worst as I can finally see my frenz!!! Wanna know what's the best part? It's just the FIRST day of school! Now I'm wondering how the rest of this hopefully last semester which I'm spending in RP is gonna turn out & end. Freaking bad day, slept at 6am (thanks bestie for waking me up or i swear i would've overslept...), pissed off by some @$$H0L3 (which i used to call or shall i say call-ED my primary school friend) both at 4am & later 12pm while I'm in class which I didn't bother replying he continued quarreling with me, was barely able to concentrate to put together the powerpoint which i made it juz in the nick of time rather than my usual half an hour early finish just because of that, went down alone to get some food but returned back to class with nothing cause appetite was spoilt, class ended late, supposed to meet people who said they were waiting for me, whoever THEY were since he mentioned "WE are waiting for you downstairs", but didn't and went off without me, not as if i'm important or anything anyways. Rushed down the stairs straight after class just to finally witness blank space & emptiness, not a single soul in sight. Decided to go home alone. Didn't even bother clarifying why because I didn't wanna find fault. Buying dinner at Long John Silver's took ages with only one counter open. Just sat there and ate not expecting anything to happen as nothing will anyways. I got a call after I finished my meal later on by some screwed up secondary school friend who's working in Amway, (ANOTHER Multi-Level-Marketing company) tried once again to pull me in their "business plan", get a REAL career! (Do you have to resort to working this job, are you desperate for money or were you just easily brainwashed by the way they convince you to join them by the level of English they used which you think was "professionalism" just because you couldn't reach that level of English?) I once thought you were smart, guess I was wrong as people change over time. The close gets distant, friendships are just forgotten. Not gonna expect anything anymore from now onwards, as the less I hope for something to happen, the less disappointed I'd get when it actually doesn't happen, because seriously? The actions just show how unimportant I am. All I have are my besties who always doesn't fail to try their best to cheer me up no matter how stubborn I may be at times (which at least I ADMIT I am) and be by my side through both good & bad times whenever I need them... Which I really feel like I need some love right now but it's 2.15am now, neither one would be awake and I dun wanna bother them either. I don't know why I'm feeling damn sad right now. Guess I'll just slowly drip it away tonight...

Date :
Time : 5:14 AM
Title : STUPID KHAI!!!

It's 5am in the morning & you still wanna pursue the matter!?!

Date : Saturday, October 3, 2009
Time : 11:58 PM
Title : Sex Chat with Irene Lee Wee Lin

It's a Saturday & I'm home. Was gonna get a Birthday Cake for my bro' but mum said that he's gonna be home late and so no need to do for him anything and so not celebrating. In the end, he was home early, no plans, nothing! No celebration! WTF!? Damn sad can??? I should've just gone and gotten the cake! Never ever gonna listen to what mum says... NEVER!!!

Other than that, to BFF Irene, miss ya like crazy!!! It's been so long, we just HAVE to meet up one day! Chatted from 3am to 5-6am online. Thanks BFF Irene!!! You really made my day! Like you said, we had better keep the things we talked about between us. Forbidden topic! LOL!!! Irene is the sex!!! =)

Friends who reply your words almost immediately, friends who just type whatever that's on their mind, friends who do not even think of the words that they're gonna say but just say it without hesitation or regret, friends that chat with you freely without a worry or a care that the other party will get hurt, friends that always tell the truth & share's everything with you, friends that never doubt my trust against him/her by asking questions like, "Are you sure this & that?" or "If he/she were to ask you to something something, you would something something. But if I were to ask you to something something, would you still something something?". Friends that focus their entire attention to you, friends that really understand you, friends that love you for who you are no matter what happens, friends who you can have deep long chats with that makes you guys so engrossed in it that it lasts for hours! These are the friends I love the most!!!



It's 7am now, gonna head to bed... Nytex all~

P.S. 1 more day til bestie returns from HK!!! Looking forward to her many stories and encounters! Wonder if she managed to go JFT. ^^