I wanna burn brightly til the end of the dark world~
Date : Thursday, December 31, 2009
Time : 5:11 AM
Title : Goodbye 2009


Well, this will be my last blog-post for 2009. It's been a wonderful journey. May god bless all of you for coming this far with/without me and still live to see yet another year pass by in a blink of an eye. I'll leave you with my last words, thoughts, wishes & remnants of 2009. 2009 definitely left a lasting impression on me. Goodbye 2009~

This blog was dead, but it came back to live.

You stepped into my life.

I lost my best friend just because he chased after a girl, again.

I don't wanna be late for school again as usual.

I fell for you.

I knew it was impossible to begin with.

FYP 1 is over & I'm glad I passed or rather just passed.

It hurt me deep.

I got my iPhone for only $9!

I tasted lots of food that I've never tasted before.

I got over it.

I've met many new friends.

I've come too far to give up.

I need a part-time job, one which I can work after school & on weekends.

The reason I started blogging again was you.

I need to stop doing... that thing.

Why are you avoiding me & giving me one word answers?

Please pay me back the money you owe me people.

I'm not that type.

Christmas didn't make me broke this year because I already was by that time.

My investment in Jubeat has surprisingly accumulated to $1000!

Currently ranked as one of Singapore's Top 20 players.

Also ranked as the top 10% players in the whole entire world.

I just wanna talk to you.

Sins, many sins, deadly sins.

I could've died in more than 2 occassions, but I lived.

I miss Sandra Lim ever since she graduated!

Found myself the best & pretty yet most expensive hairstylist, Pansy Lim!

I appreciate being a part of your life.

Broke my record of going home super late.

I'll turn to you for anything & everything because I know I can depend on you.

You mean a lot to me.

Parents made me lose a certain amount of respect for them after that incident.

I've changed.

Started getting famous in the Jubeat Community in the wrong way.

When can I ever find a suitable hairstyle for myself?

I am well-recognised in the Singapore Jubeat Community now, thankfully.

I don't need you, I need us.

I need to start sleeping early.

I had a very memorable Birthday this year thanks to everyone.

My time is almost up.

You were always on my mind.

All I ask for is to be the best of friends that we can ever be.

I still can't believe it...

Bought lots of Branded & expensive stuff as compared to other years.

I've been bad, really bad.

There were lots of things hidden among each other.

I'll always be there for you.

Lies, betrayal, deception, jealousy, envy, hatred, sadness.

Please remember me because I won't forget you.

I got to know more clubbers & clubbing-khakis.

All I want is happiness.

There's no point in having everything but no one to share it with.

I was just using you but I don't know what to do now.

Let bygones be bygones.

You changed my life.

The things I do, I expect nothing in return except a smile.

I do the stupidest things sometimes.

I have feelings too.

I still have lots of questions unanswered.

Some things are just better off unsaid.

i guess when you meet someone that catches your eye more than the one that has always been there for you, you'll tend to be more interested in them.

Love is blind.

You're still just a kid.

A friend of mine passed away together with his girlfriend in a train-accident...

There weren't any photos, but only memories are left behind.


P.S. Thanks for everything 2009, but I'm leaving everything behind.

It's the end but the start of something new


Date : Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Time : 6:27 AM
Title : Marriott Hotel hi-tea buffet


Made a table reservation for 5 a few days back for this day to come! Dined at Marriott Hotel for hi-tea buffet today. I swear hi-tea buffets is luvs! You should have seen my reaction when I arrived at the dessert corner. I couldn't help it & literally smiled to myself with a huge grin on my face! *blush*

I could only eat today like half of what I usually can in other buffets. Not sure where the appetite went. One day, I wish to be able to bring my friends to The Carousel for hi-tea as well~

And it is so not fair! I didn't get to taste the Macarons! I love Macarons! It was there at the dessert corner when I arrived but when half-way through the buffet, it was finished & wasn't stocked up anymore. =(

Everyone has the right to be stupid
You are just abusing your privileges

Received this Christmas present from CK. It's a shot-glass with the above-written words. Haha, love it! It so suits me. I guess everything happens for a reason.

Went to check up on Rachel's Macbook Pro at ION epicentre. Remind me to check up with my friend who works there if I could get his 10% discount for her as he didn't answer my call just now & didn't see him around the store so I guess he wasn't working today.

On a side-note, I pray that my pay arrives next week.

Oh yeah, Wilson MSN-ed me at 4am out of the blue after not talking to each other for a year, asking me to accompany him online. Why? Cause he was drunk... Fucktard stood up to his old man in a drinking-session of Martell & lost a couple of rounds of Big 2 (Dai Dee) and ended up having to drink as well as being a laughing stalk to the entire family & randomly pulled out some MSN contact from his MSN list of friends (which was me) to keep him company til he's sober. Good luck to him having to cycle at Pulau Ubin tomorrow with a hangover.

yányán Ráchəl says:
to be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. to be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. but me, i will change the world for you.

She wasn't directing that to me btw, it was just a figure of speech, haha. I like the way she sees things differently from others. Glad to have her on my side. Dun worry, I'm not going anywhere. =)


P.S. Time to write some new year resolutions.

I'm afraid of falling in love


Date : Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Time : 3:42 AM
Title : True




Date : Monday, December 28, 2009
Time : 1:27 AM
Title : Tonight - FM Static


I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Tonight - FM Static

P.S. I love this song!!!

The stars are holding you tonight


Date : Sunday, December 27, 2009
Time : 5:01 AM
Title : All you need to hear are the right words


yányán Ráchəl says:
so whats life w/o him or her?
not better (going to be), not emo (used to be, but not alr)
i'm happy! (tell yourself that)
and also, him/her wishes you to be happy
and also also, think life w/o them!
you're born w/o them right
always think of happy things

Rachel always tends to make a point in whatever she says and it is often ohh so true. My mind was distorted that things like that which I should have already thought of by myself for myself didn't cross my mind in the first place. Sometimes, the right words are all you need to hear, especially if it's from the right person. Either way, she always brightens up my day. =)

Thanks BGFF! <3


P.S. Once bitten, twice shy. I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye.

All the wrong things happen for the right reasons


Date : Friday, December 25, 2009
Time : 2:39 AM
Title : My Christmas


Merry Christmas everyone!
Gift-exchange with my best of frenz! Deeply apologize I was quiet, guess was too tired from work in the morning to entertain you guys or think of things to say... Felt like crap. Truly sorry! =(
Ate, crap, chat, shop, window-shop, laugh & enjoy!
Sad there isn't any pictures though... ;(
Caught Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!
2 pretty girls walked up to me & said "Merry Christmas!" I was stunned, looked at them, looked away & walked off. LOL! That was so uncool & so not me. =/
Still best of all, I spent Christmas with my friends this year.
I may not say much or don't express it but, I love my friends. =)

Heehee! Got one for everyone! Guess who's who?

Yes! It has arrived! Was eagerly awaiting for the arrival of the order I made for Ke Ying's Christmas present!

Yup, I got it from CLUBCOUTURE!

CK's present in gold & Ke Ying's present complimented by a Pooh, all wrapped up!

Alright, Qinzhi's gift has arrived!

Wanted to get Qinzhi smth he nvr tasted before! Rather than chocolates.

NYP's Foreign Bodies performed at Ngee Ann City! LUV 'em!

Nice? Guess where I was!

I was at Dhoby Green! They were having a live concert!

Saw her performing in a glass-case at Plaza Singapura. She's good!

Passed by Orchard Central & saw a Wish-Board!

The Adidas FIFA World Cup Official-Match Ball, courtesy of Qinzhi! =D

Agnes b lollipops!! A gift from Ke Ying! THANK YOU! luvs. ^^


Date : Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Time : 3:00 AM
Title : You know, it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.




Date : Friday, December 18, 2009
Time : 3:39 PM
Title : Twitter Got HACKED!





Twitter got hacked today by the Cyber-Iranian Army. I only noticed it at est. 1.56AM Singapore time. It was up and running again when I logged into it at 3.13 SIngapore time. At least the management acted swiftly on it but I wonder how much information was stolen during that 1hour plus time-gap.

For more info:
http://www.techcrunch.com/2009/12/17/twitter-reportedly-hacked-by-iranian-cyber-army/

P.S. Happy Birthday David Ang aka KUROBE aka WYND-MON.
(Singapore's no. 2 National Jubeat Player)


Date : Thursday, December 17, 2009
Time : 11:59 PM
Title : The Holidays


The holz has been great so far. Been to places where I wanna go, been with people who I wanna be with, done things that are supposed to be taken care of long ago, hear things that I wanna hear, say things that are meant to be said, see things that I wanna see, do things that are needed to be done, buy things that I've longed for, spent time cherishing every second of it. =)


P.S. The best you never had.

I can't live in a world without you
You're my all, my everything
I promise, I won't hurt you


Date : Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Time : 11:56 PM
Title : A Perfect Day


Manhattan Fish Market for lunch!
First time I had lunch with the Jubeat-Clique.
Star-of-the-week: Coke Float
Scorer's Platter (Student Meal $6.90 only!)

After lunch, caught this Dwarf-Stitch stuffed-toy at the UFO Catcher for only $1. The rest of the day was just perfect. Great company, great places, great chats, great laughs, great time. <3

P.S. Don't regret it.

Never can I find a friend like you.


Date : Thursday, December 10, 2009
Time : 11:09 PM
Title : Thank you - The Katinas (covered by JS)




Janice & Sonia (JS)'s newly just released cover of the song titled Thank You by The Katinas. Simply love the covers JS do! Keep on rockin' gals! <3

P.S. I prefer Sonia over Janice! =P

Raise my hands to worship you
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you


Date : Saturday, December 5, 2009
Time : 4:12 PM
Title : Adidas FIFA World Cup 2010 RSVP-Party


RSVP Inivitation

Me & the Event Host

The Adidas FIFA World Cup official-match ball gallery.

The Adidas FIFA World Cup official-match ball 2010

The FIFA World Cup groups.


P.S. Thank you, Toh Qinzhi for everything! ^^


Date : Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Time : 2:39 PM
Title : Rachel's 17th Birthday <3




Happy Birthday, Rachel! <3



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