I wanna burn brightly til the end of the dark world~
Date : Saturday, November 28, 2009
Time : 11:58 PM
Title : What we can't have


在你的记忆里面有一个我。在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过。难过过了,天晴朗了我就走。我不要你心疼我。我对你感觉胜过爱情。其实也想好好爱你,只怕到最后不小心让你伤心。对不起,我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起。爱情总让人折磨,所以我们才选择做比情人更好的..朋友。


P.S. I just wanna cut your face out of every single picture I see...

A smile made of tears


Date : Thursday, November 26, 2009
Time : 11:59 PM
Title : Nightmare



I had a nightmare... I can't remember the entire dream, but i remembered only one part... One which I... Didn't really expect in my wildest imagination to happen. It's damn... Weird... Strange... Impossible...? Like... How strong can my imagination be to come up with such a random scene as that which even I have never thought of before... With as if me being right there watching the whole entire thing unfolding before me, in front of my very eyes. Could it be a vision of the future or just a scary dream...? Maybe it already happened and it's the past!? But it can't be...

I don't know... But one thing I do know, is that it made me cry in my sleep as whatever was happening, happened & it came to a point whereby I couldn't stand it anymore & didn't wanna see whatever is shown to me anymore. That's when I abruptly woke up, panting & trying to catch my breath... Breathing deeply on every breath I take... It was still dark and I was wondering what time it was... Checked my clock. It was 5.45am... I couldn't sleep after that & was awake the rest of the day & kept thinking about it.... Though I know it is realistically impossible to happen, or is it? It's been a long time since I had a nightmare, in fact, I can't remember having one at all ever since I was 4 years old which was the last nightmare I remembered having...


P.S. The feelings have already gone away, so stop returning to me! Shoo~ Shoo~

Only when emotions & feelings build up to our limit
Then will we cry



Date : Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Time : 2:14 PM
Title : I'm Officially Missin' You - Tamia


All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I though that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve had it long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face all over
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all,
I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby
Safe to say that I’m officially missin’ you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I’m officially missin’ you


Tamia - Officially Missing You




P.S. I'm officially missin' BFF Rachel!!!

I just can't find a way. To find the words to say.


Date : Friday, November 20, 2009
Time : 4:58 PM
Title : Leona Lewis - Alive


I breathe, I hear
But I don’t believe it
My heart, it beats
But inside I’m freezing
My hands shake
They’ve lost all their feeling
Nowhere to take
You say that you’re leaving
And there’s no turning back this time
Gotta stay alive

Where do I go when I’m so alone?
Where do I turn when you are so close?
We try not to crash but we still collide
Tears I’ve cried, I’ll survive
I’m alive

I’m stripped, I’m bare
I’m left here with nothing
I hold the wheel
And know where I’m going
Your face, I see, in every reflection
No time, no space
I’ve lost all direction
And there’s no turning back this time
Gotta stay alive

Where do I go when I’m so alone?
Where do I turn when you are so close?
We try not to crash but we still collide
Tears I’ve cried, I’ll survive
I’m alive

I’m gonna get there someway
Through all the tears that you bring
And any road I can take
Just to get me some place
Where all the stars on my heart
And all the lies in the dark
Disappear in my head

Lights so bright, tonight
Gonna drive them away

Where do I go when I’m so alone?
Where do I turn when you are so close?
We try not to crash but we still collide
Tears I’ve cried, I’ll survive
I’m alive

I’m Alive

Leona Lewis - Alive


P.S. As long as I'm alive, I'll keep on moving forward!

BFF made my day! Luvs.


Date : Thursday, November 19, 2009
Time : 7:54 PM
Title : Sean Kingston - Replay (haziq's edit)


Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall with your friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would never be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl, like somethin' off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone, from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin' things I never do
I'm in the kitchen cookin' things she likes

We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl, like somethin' off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is the gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

I can be your melody
Oh girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

Ay, I can be your melody
Oh girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

Ay, na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin'

Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin'

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Sean Kingston - Replay


P.S. I changed a word by adding just 1 letter. Can you spot it?

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was.


Date : Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Time : 9:33 PM
Title : iPhone, SE Satio or Nokia N900?






Should i get the 16GB iPhone 3GS I've been desiring, the user friendly Sony Ericsson Satio which I'm so used to or the soon to arrive in Singapore Nokia N900?


Date : Monday, November 16, 2009
Time : 10:46 PM
Title : Monday Blues


Just having some Monday blues today. Nothing much other than the fact that it's my first time in a long time that I actually read the entire New Paper finish since 48597361413 days ago. There was this funny & weird article I read about on STOMP about this guy who flashed his ass at onlookers and was accused of causing distraction to motorists & passer-bys. Why are people this uncivilised I wonder... There was also an article in the New Paper that Taiwan's cute singer superstar, Yao-Yao, came to Singapore and was giving out free hugs to anyone who bought her album at that event. Did I mention that she's famous for her 32E cups? Go find out for yourself if you're curious. Heez!

There was also another article that I read that really reminded me of someone close to me. Hope everything's fine. =)

P.S. Always here for you.

til the end of time


Date : Sunday, November 15, 2009
Time : 5:28 PM
Title : A Whole New World


A whole new world.
Simplicity is the new thing'


Date : Friday, November 13, 2009
Time : 11:23 PM
Title : Friday The 13th!




Date : Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Time : 3:41 PM
Title : Leona Lewis - I Got You


A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What’s weird about it
Is we’re right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you

Ain’t falling a part, or bitter
Let’s be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you’re all alone
We’ll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

‘Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don’t feel right
You’re not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye (say goodbye)
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you

Leona Lewis - I Got You

P.S. Just hang on. You'll get through this. =)


the smile that's been missing all this while


Date : Monday, November 9, 2009
Time : 6:31 AM
Title : I'll Always Be By Your Side


Look down,
The ground below is crumbling.
Look up,
The stars are all exploding.

Hey yeah, hey yeah oh
Hey yeah, hey yeah

It's the last, day on earth,
In my dreams, in my dreams,
It's the end, of the world,
And you've come back, to me.
In my dreams.

Between,
The dust and the debris.
There's a light,
Surrounding you and me.

Hey yeah, hey yeah oh oh
Hey yeah, hey yeah

It's the last, day on earth,
In my dreams, in my dreams,
It's the end, of the world,
And you've come back, to me.
In my dreams.

And you hold me closer than I,
Can ever remember being held,
And I'm not, afraid to sleep now,
If we can stay like this until.

It's the last, day on earth,
In my dreams, in my dreams,
It's the end, of the world,
And you've come back, to me.
In my dreams.

Hey yeah, hey yeah oh
Hey yeah, hey yeah

In my head I replay your conversations,
Over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations,
You know me, I love to lose my mind.
And everytime anybody speaks your name,
I still feel the same, I ache, I ache, I ache inside.

In my head I replay your conversations,
Over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations,
You know me, I love to lose my mind.
And everytime anybody speaks your name,
I still feel the same, I ache, I ache, I ache inside.

I ache, I ache, I ache inside.
I ache, I ache, I ache inside.
I ache, I ache, I ache inside.


Kate Miller-Heidke - Last Day On Earth




P.S. I dedicate this song to a very special someone who's going through a very difficult time right now.

i'll always be by your side



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