Date : Monday, October 5, 2009
Time : 11:09 PM
Title : BAD DAY!!!

Thanks for leaving me behind, really thanks alot! Just when I thought my day couldn't be any worst as I can finally see my frenz!!! Wanna know what's the best part? It's just the FIRST day of school! Now I'm wondering how the rest of this hopefully last semester which I'm spending in RP is gonna turn out & end. Freaking bad day, slept at 6am (thanks bestie for waking me up or i swear i would've overslept...), pissed off by some @$$H0L3 (which i used to call or shall i say call-ED my primary school friend) both at 4am & later 12pm while I'm in class which I didn't bother replying he continued quarreling with me, was barely able to concentrate to put together the powerpoint which i made it juz in the nick of time rather than my usual half an hour early finish just because of that, went down alone to get some food but returned back to class with nothing cause appetite was spoilt, class ended late, supposed to meet people who said they were waiting for me, whoever THEY were since he mentioned "WE are waiting for you downstairs", but didn't and went off without me, not as if i'm important or anything anyways. Rushed down the stairs straight after class just to finally witness blank space & emptiness, not a single soul in sight. Decided to go home alone. Didn't even bother clarifying why because I didn't wanna find fault. Buying dinner at Long John Silver's took ages with only one counter open. Just sat there and ate not expecting anything to happen as nothing will anyways. I got a call after I finished my meal later on by some screwed up secondary school friend who's working in Amway, (ANOTHER Multi-Level-Marketing company) tried once again to pull me in their "business plan", get a REAL career! (Do you have to resort to working this job, are you desperate for money or were you just easily brainwashed by the way they convince you to join them by the level of English they used which you think was "professionalism" just because you couldn't reach that level of English?) I once thought you were smart, guess I was wrong as people change over time. The close gets distant, friendships are just forgotten. Not gonna expect anything anymore from now onwards, as the less I hope for something to happen, the less disappointed I'd get when it actually doesn't happen, because seriously? The actions just show how unimportant I am. All I have are my besties who always doesn't fail to try their best to cheer me up no matter how stubborn I may be at times (which at least I ADMIT I am) and be by my side through both good & bad times whenever I need them... Which I really feel like I need some love right now but it's 2.15am now, neither one would be awake and I dun wanna bother them either. I don't know why I'm feeling damn sad right now. Guess I'll just slowly drip it away tonight...