Date : Sunday, September 13, 2009
Time : 11:58 PM
Title : Cyber Alliance Society SA Competition & First "Private Time" with Ke Ying

Haven't been asleep for 30+ hours and counting... Was bothered by what others think of me, as usual... But it was more than that, glad it's over and I'm happy that I finally was able to say everything that I was holding back and things were set right. We all make mistakes, just that the ones I make are BIG ones... Once again, I apologize to you sincerely for every single wrong I've done. Luv ya lots, you know who you are. <3


Was working today at Parklane Shopping Mall. Arrived at Cyber Alliance Society half-an-hour earlier than supposed to. That LAN-shop currently has a promotion that charges just 50cents per hour between Mondays to Thursday, 1pm-6pm. How cheaper can you get than that!? Anyways, my job there was to Marshal the Sudden Attack Competition held there on that day. Was a poor start with a few blur new trainees with no experience with the game whatsoever and I had to hold a quick briefing and dry-run with them and settle with a 5-minute training for them and hope for the best since I was the in-charge & chief-marshal that day. The rest was just left to the hands of fate. Zilch, the shop's Operation Manager was quite cool and great to work with as I expected him to know certain stuff and he did. Everything left to him to handle was carried out smoothly. Good leadership skills and great cooperation. As for the trainees, they had a long way to go as the first few matches were delayed and I was called here & there to settle numerous stuff simultaneously. I can't be at 2 places at the same time, you know? Plus I didn't sleep the previous night due to something I deeply regretted and will never do/say again.


Anyways, expected number of teams was 16 but the turn-out was only 10 teams. Not bad for a small-scale event. It ended exactly on time too. Correction, exactly on time based on the expected number of 16 teams. Therefore, if 16 teams were to arrive as expected, this event wouldn't have ended on time or close to it at all! Phew... The last match for 1st & 2nd was the most intense, I had to give 2 warnings to both teams!!! 1 warning for vulgarities (#$%& YOU!) and 1 warning for taunting (This is how we do it! Go back your to country!). 1 more warning and they accumulate a total of 3 warnings and they'll be DISQUALIFIED from the competition straight away!!! What do I care if you're good but have no professionalism or self-respect? I'm the chief-marshal, I'm in-charge and I run this competition! What I say goes!!! Too bad for you!


When the competition ended, underdogs were seen. The LAN-shop people were nice & I made new friends! Heck, the ENTIRE LAN-shop knows me! Hahaha!!! We played dOtA together after the competition and of course, those who were in my team won. LOL! Not saying I'm good or anything but I had pretty good teammates myself! I guess that's what happens when you work in a LAN-shop too much. LOL!!!

Went over to meet her at her workplace after my competition ended. Was hoping to have get some dinner with/for her but she had no breaks that day due to evening-shift. Visited her at her workplace for a while coz I was curious to see her in her working environment. Heehee!! Went off to grab a bite to eat alone for a little bit while waiting for her to end work. Poor her having no voice, get well soon, okay! Grabbed a cup of Pure Chocolate Ice Blended for her from Coffee Bean before meeting her. Glad she liked it, it WAS her craving after all! Haha!! Accompanied her to the bus stop and waited for her bus to arrive. We chatted like there was no tomorrow since it was just the two of us on a peaceful night. We don't quite have much alone-time together so it was nice that we did that night. Sometimes having just 1 friend beside you is what you really need. We chatted bout... "Topics that shouldn't be discussed?" Haha!! Shh, shh!!!


P.S. The only apologies should be coming from me.