Allure

What's there to do on Valentine's Day when I've got no Valentine?

2011-02-04T15:21:00.001+08:00

What's there to do on Valentine's Day when I've got no Valentine?

Answer here

What you don't need to know

2010-11-19T19:41:00.004+08:00

In solitude where we are at least alone.

Anime Festival Asia Event-Schedule

2010-11-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

Anime Festival Asia 2010 Event-Schedule
AFA this Saturday! Who's coming!? :D

Kingdom Hearts Re:coded

2010-10-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

agnès b. BIJOUX 2010 Fall/Winter Collection‏

2010-09-07T23:17:00.006+08:00

Comex IT Show 2010

2010-09-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

The Gathering Of The Stars

2010-09-02T01:50:00.005+08:00

There’s an upcoming event at Supperclub which is called
The Gathering Of Stars.

Location:Odeon Towers 331 North Bridge Road #02-01/08, Singapore 188720
Date: 11 september 2010(Saturday)
Time: 11am-8pm

I've gotta celebrate Hari Raya on that day and do some visiting so it's a pity I can't attend. (Sorry Huirong & Elaine! Won't be seeing you there! >.<) BIG sigh... A couple of Star-Bloggers are gonna be there selling their stuff! It's not everyday that you get to see all the stars and some of the best of blogshops all gathered in one place! Don't miss out on this golden oppurtunity!

For more information, please refer to my dear friend, Elaine Yuki's blog! Do me a favour & click on her Nuffnang while you're there, will you? Haha, a big thanks from me & her! :)

JACK SPADE End-Of-Summer SALE!

2010-09-01T04:19:00.002+08:00

JACK SPADE End-Of-Summer SALE is HERE!!! Enter promotional-code 'GIMMIE25' for an additional 25% off!

http://www.jackspade.com/shop/home.php

agnès b. Fall/Winter 2010 Collection

2010-08-31T23:53:00.008+08:00

Vampie (Vampire-Bestie)

2010-08-26T23:53:00.005+08:00

It's been awhile since I've blogged but yeah, anyways, this post is dedicated to my bestie, Germain! SURPRISE!!! Hahaha! Viwawa-kakis, right? Haha!! And we're only active after midnight coz that's when we just start our day while others are asleep. Like vampires, thus VAMPIES! ROFL! She's the one who accompanied me on my last day before I entered NS throughout the entire night til I finally went off for BMT to serve the nation. Coolest babe, ever! Anyways, yeah she just reminded me of my blog & i've made a post of her. Yes, she's taken by a very lucky guy, so to all you guys out there, don't even think of it! Til next time, ciaoz~

P-O-P

2010-08-13T22:11:00.004+08:00

P-O-P

Guitar Hero 5, My New Toy!

2010-07-26T16:29:00.000+08:00

What You Chose.

2010-07-25T00:41:00.002+08:00

Money or Friendship?
You chose money.
Wise-choice...
You gonna get what you want!
Hope it will last you longer than us.
All the best~
(:

Sorcerer's Apprentice & SBO

2010-07-24T23:58:00.007+08:00

Weird Articles

2010-07-22T05:00:00.001+08:00

Been reading a couple of weird articles lately:

'Abducted' scientist found in US

TEHERAN - IRANIAN nuclear scientist Shahram Amiri, who claims he was kidnapped by US spies, surfaced at Teheran's interest section in Washington on Tuesday to declare Americans 'losers' in the long-running saga.

Iranian state television's website said Dr Amiri had taken refuge at the interest section, which is overseen by the Pakistani embassy in Washington, and added he had asked 'for a quick return to Teheran.'

Dr Amiri soon afterwards told the New York reporter of the channel by telephone from the interest section that the Americans had wanted to try to resolve the affair quietly but had failed, the website said.

'After the release of my interview on the Internet and the disgrace for the American government over this abduction, they wanted to quietly return me to Iran by some country's airline, so that while denying the whole thing they can put a cap on the abduction,' Dr Amiri said.

'But in the end they couldn't. Since the day of the release of my remarks on the Internet, the Americans have seen themselves as losers in this saga.' In June, a man claiming to be Dr Amiri was shown in two separate videos broadcast on Iran state television. In one of the videos he said he had escaped from the hands of US agents in Virginia.

Pakistan confirmed that Amiri was at the Iranian interest section in Washington and that he was being repatriated to Teheran.

Boy dies during exorcism ritual

MOSCOW - A FOUR-YEAR-OLD boy died during an exorcism ritual carried out by a traditional healer in the Far East of Russia, investigators said on Tuesday.

The boy's mother went to police on Saturday after the boy died while visiting a 'healer' in a village, investigators said in a statement.

'According to the boy's relatives, his death was caused by alternative medicine methods used on him,' it said.

The boy along with family members visited an ethnic Korean healer in the village of Sergeyevka in the Far Eastern Primorye region, Komsomolskaya Pravda reported, citing relatives.

The healer said that the family had a curse on it because the boy was a 'demon' and told them to leave while she carried out an exorcism, Komsomolskaya Pravda reported. When they returned, they found the boy had died.

The boy apparently suffocated during the ritual, after healers held him face-down to the ground, Life News web site reported, naming the boy as Dima Kazachuk.

New species of octopus found

HONG KONG - RESEARCHERS have discovered four new species of octopus in Antarctica with venom that works at sub-zero temperatures.

They hope to analyse the venom to see if it has medical uses, said one of the researchers, Bryan Fry, of the University of Melbourne. Their discovery, during a six-week expedition to Antarctica in 2007, was published in the journal Toxicon.

Experts have long known there were octopuses in Antarctica, but what surprised Mr Fry and his colleagues was the sheer biodiversity and how natural selection changed the way they hunted and the nature of their venom.

The octopuses would drill small holes in large, shelled prey, through which they inject their toxic saliva.

'We found that venom can work at sub-zero temperatures. It was quite remarkable to find how well octopuses have adapted to Antarctic life,' Mr Fry said.

There was a great diversity of species, ranging from octopuses that were two inches long to giant ones, he said.

Scientists Find Massive Star

2010-07-21T19:22:00.001+08:00

LONDON - A HUGE ball of brightly burning gas drifting through a neighbouring galaxy may be the heaviest star ever discovered - hundreds of times more massive than the sun, scientists said on Wednesday after working out its weight for the first time.

Those behind the find say the star, called R136a1, may once have weighed as much as 320 solar masses. Astrophysicist Paul Crowther said the obese star - twice as heavy as any previously discovered - has already slimmed down considerably over its lifetime.

In fact it's burning itself off with such intensity that it shines with nearly 10 million times the luminosity of the sun.

'Unlike humans, these stars are born heavy and lose weight as they age,' said Crowther, an astrophysicist at the University of Sheffield in northern England. 'R136a1 is already middle-aged and has undergone an intense weight loss program.'

Dr Crowther said the giant was identified at the center of a star cluster in the Tarantula Nebula, a sprawling cloud of gas and dust drifting through one of the Milky Way's neighboring galaxies. The star was the most massive of several giants identified by Crowther and his team in an article in the Monthly Notices of the Royal Astronomical Society.

While other stars can be larger, notably the swollen crimson-colored ones known as red giants, they weigh far less. Still, the mass of R136a1 and its ilk means they're tens of times bigger than our sun, and that they're brighter and hotter, too.

Credits to: http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/TechandScience/Story/STIStory_556140.html

My Last Day Before NS-Life

2010-07-12T20:34:00.005+08:00

Bye!

Jack Spade - Industrial Canvas Traveler's Tote

2010-07-06T01:58:00.013+08:00

I wanted this Industrial Canvas Traveler's Tote from Jack Spade but they don't do shipping out of the US... Damn it! Time to do some research! Only thing is, if I purchase it from other sources, I can't enjoy their current ongoing SALE! Plus furthermore, I've got a 15%-off all purchases & an additional 25%-off by entering a promo-code! It's a steal, but too bad I've gotta give it a miss~

Zone-X FREE-play session in conjunction with SANA

2010-07-05T02:53:00.009+08:00

Say NO to DRUGS! Was a part of the FREE-play session at the newly opened Zone-X at *Scape in Orchard. Brought YH along cause WJ couldn't make it but called me up at the very last minute when I was aready at the event cause his briefing got cancelled & he was free again but sadly by then, it was too late. Maybe another time, buddy! YH sure enjoyed herself,who wouldn't? Being able to play anything you want in the arcade, as many times as you want, it's like a little kid's dream come true. There was a buffet later on too. Read on more about it in the link below. Oh yeah, me & YH's pics are featured in the article! Woohoo!!! :D

http://www.zonex.com.sg/events/detail/drugs_arent_a_game_you_can_afford_to_play_event_to_sana

Cosfest IX

2010-07-04T03:47:00.011+08:00

______________________________________________________________

Spent a great day today at Cosfest IX! It always seems to get bigger & better every single year! Had great company & lotsa lotsa lotsa fun! My hands always get itchy when I see anime-related stuff! Bought a couple of goodies too! I'll definitely be back again next year! (:

Fight For This Love - Cheryl Cole

2010-06-30T01:06:00.002+08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Fight For This Love - Cheryl Cole

Sayonara Daisuki Na Hito - Kiroro

2010-06-29T22:20:00.004+08:00

Sayonara daisuki na hito
Sayonara daisuki na hito
Mata daisuki na hito

Kuyashii yo totemo
Kanashii yo totemo
Mou kaette konai
Sore demo watashi no daisuki na hito

Nani mo kamo wasurarenai
Nani mo kamo sutekirenai
Konna jibun ga mijime de
Yowakute kawaisou de daikirai

Sayonara daisuki na hito
Sayonara daisuki na hito
Zutto daisuki na hito
Zutto zutto daisuki na hito

Nakanai yo ima wa
Nakanaide ima wa
Kokoro hanarete yuku
Sore demo watashi no daisuki na hito

Saigo da to iikikasete
Saigo made iikikasete
Namida yo tomare
Saigo ni egao wo
Oboete oku tame

Sayonara daisuki na hito
Sayonara daisuki na hito
Zutto daisuki na hito
Zutto zutto daisuki na hito

Zutto zutto zutto daisuki na hito

Saiyonara Daisuki Na Hito - Kiroro

Just A Day Out Together

2010-06-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

Simply great friends!

NUS Indoor Competition

2010-06-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

Republic Polytechnic's Archery Club 2010
Me helping Mandy with her bow because at the end of the day, everybody's mentally drained & they need all the help & support they can get from their teammates. It has been a grueling two days for all the Archers in RP during this NUS Indoor Competition. As usual & as a senior & retired-archer, I was present to give them all the support they need & supervise them but as I expected, my supervision wasn't needed at all after seeing how well off they already are, I'm very proud of their progress & what they've become. This will be the last farewell & presence that I'll be making to the club. ^^

Congratulations to Republic Polytechnic's archers for bringing home 1 Bronze, 2 Silver & 1 Gold out of the many categories available.

Congrats to Eugene Lim, Julian & Desmond for their team event & winning Gold! Julian earlier on already gotten a Bronze for the Overall Most Outstanding Archer as well. Nice!

Congrats to Eugene Chiam aka Team Manager, Elwin & Nicholas for their Silver in another team event.

P.S. Farewell to you guys & I'm proud of you. Will leave you guys on your own now. Take care, especially the year-ones & raise them to be the best of the best just like all of us! If you don't, don't make me interfere. Haha, just kidding. You're all in good hands. Will miss you guys like crazy when all that's left are memories. Have fun, stay strong & do RP proud! This is my goodbye.

Goodbye Republic Polytechnic

A Question posted to me, Define Love?

2010-06-23T12:33:00.003+08:00

Question: Define Love.

Answer: Everyone has their own definition of LOVE. For me, i follow by this formula, "Me + You = ♥ It's that simple." All you need is for BOTH parties to actually like/show interest in each other & things can start off from there with little chats, small talks & get interested in one another more. Then, if the sight of him/her being with another guy/gal hurts you or makes you jealous, you can't deny that you've got feelings for him/her. & if his/her presence affects you and/or you start missing him/her everyday, wishing that he/she was by your side & would be yours, than you definitely have been struck by Cupid's Arrow, meaning, you're in love~~~ As for me, love is what keeps us sane & keeps us going, it gives us a comforting feeling in life that we're not alone coz there'll always be someone by your side through the ups & the downs that you know you can count on & will never abandon you. It's that reassuring feeling that keeps you from going depressed or see life pointless. At least now, you have someone to live for, someone to die for. Love means that we've gotta have feelings, & if someone has feelings, it means that they're still human. Love is not just uncontrollable totesteron hormones pumping in our body, but love is just that little piece of heaven. Love may spell disaster, but it's what we make of it that brings about what it's all about... Happiness. -Haziq

Ask me anything at formspring.me/sinforlust! (click HERE to ask!)

Apple's iOS 4

2010-06-21T01:52:00.000+08:00

Update your iPhones now people!

Secondhand Seranade - Something More

2010-06-18T02:19:00.001+08:00

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralysed
I can’t remember when
I didn’t live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn’t set me free

Im stuck here in this life i didn’t ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

Im paying for my sins
And its gunna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

Secondhand Seranade - Something More

Me + You = ♥

2010-06-17T04:21:00.003+08:00

Me + You = ♥

It's that simple.

Sex And The City 2

2010-06-14T02:02:00.001+08:00

Finally got to catch Sex And The City 2 last night! Having Lucas, Yu Han & Joanna around is always such thrill! Yeah, I'm the craziest among you guys, but still, the smartest, you gotta admit. LOL! Oh yeah, I'll be coming down for Cosfest 2010 to support you guys, kay! Til our next outing, peace out! Cya guys again soon! ^^

i've had enough keeping quiet!

2010-06-13T23:26:00.004+08:00

Enough is enough. I've no idea why you had a sudden outburst about me today, but that's the last straw of tolerating all this by always being the nice one apologizing, saying sorry and agreeing to whatever it is you mention or want. All I wanted was for you to be happy but all of a sudden, you just had to say so much things about me, out of the blue for who knows what reason. Congratulations, you've just succeeded in telling the whole world you hate me & what a liar i am just like what you accused me of suddenly in the middle of the day when i didn't even say anything about you. In fact, we didn't even speak to each other.

But i get it now, it's all a misunderstanding. For some reason, you thought I tweeted about you. Well, you're highly mistaken. And to think that i was even so nice as to worry & ask you what was going on & see if you're okay unknowingly when all along, you were tweeting about me. Haha!! All this while, i thought everything was okay... WE were okay & that you'd never even say stuff like that about me, never thought that you'd be that kind, ever. Well, you've just proved me wrong. And since you put it that way, if whatever i tweeted affected you so much & you matched the description of the person that i tweeted about (which wasn't about you at all in the first place), than i think you probably should think about what i said & put yourself in others' shoes!

I'm sorry I'm being harsh now, but you're way too much this time, really. First of all, you ASSUMED i was tweeting about you (which obviously i wasn't if not, i would've already put ur name there since i've got u on Twitter), second of all, you straight away replied to my tweets with:

1)Whatever it is, i really do hope that i didn't get to know u from the start where u start to sweet talk to ppl.
That's what happens when guys be nice to girls, they'll think we're sweet-talking them, especially to girls who never had a guy before, let alone any experience. I was really happy that I met you but now that you put it that way, i really wished that i didn't get to know you from the start either!

2)and i'm one of them to fall into ur trap too deeply. well, just fuck off now! I HATE YOU EVER!
First of all, you fell for me, so dun u dare put the blame on me like i had anything to do with it! That line itself tells me already that you're referring to me & that whatever you're talking about, you're talking about me. I was just a regular customer in an arcade who caught your attention. Nothing more, nothing less. When you wanted me, i gave myself to you, when you wanted time, i gave you time alone as requested, when you wanted us to part, i agreed to it without questioning you as long it is what you wanted. Well now you want me to "FUCK OFF", right? SURE! i'll gladly do so! i'll FUCK OFF from your life. Thanks for using such strong words that already showed me that you hate me without needing you even having to say you do. And oh yeah, look! You said it first that you hate me! When i didn't even say a single thing about you. Thanks alot!

3)I dun believe any words from you already, u're a liar and u dun even care wat's the feeling of the others when you open your mouth.
Ohh great, now you call me a liar when we didn't even speak to each other. What's there to lie about? What makes you think that you care about how I feel by saying all this about me all of a sudden, in the middle of the day anyways? Pot calling the kettle black.

4)U say ur words doesn't bring a meaning but u do sound that if u dun realise it! And i guess u dunno u r hurting a person deep down.
I'm only trying to teach someone a lesson but the lesson can only be learned by him/her on their own. And if they do feel the hurt, it means that whatever i said was right & that they're guilty of it. If you felt hurt, than i dunno what to say coz like i said earlier, i wasn't tweeting about you in the first place. -_-

5)Seriously, i dunno wat r u thinking in ur mind. One minute, u r nice, the next minute, u r nasty! No wonder there's alot of rumour about u.
i have no idea what's in ur mind either. Suddenly tweeting about me out of hatred & despise just bcoz you thot i was talking about you when in fact, i wasn't! Go ahead and believe whatever rumours you've heard about me if you wanna be a victim of fiction. Even when you were still attached, you chose to believe others instead of your own boyfriend or even ask him to clarify such stuff. If you ask any couple out there, they would gladly answer that they believe each other's words more than anyone else. That's the problem with you, you don't talk, but instead, you choose to assume & judge based on your assumptions, which in the first place could easily just turn out to be false accusations. Even when we were quarreling, i approached you countless times to talk but all you wanted was time alone & to ignore & not reply my texts and so i really gave you your time alone. Even then, you weren't happy. Even when you were having this sudden outburst just now, i asked what's wrong & you didn't reply. If you had only replied or TALKed, than i could've just told you that i wasn't tweeting about you & all this misunderstanding & mess could be avoided. Seriously, i hope you learn from your past mistakes. I'm not saying I'm not at fault either, but you gotta wake up & realise your own faults as well.

6)I wanted to believe u but nw i think i should just forget about it. Well, maybe that's just life! I should not care about u from nw onwards!
You WANTED to believe me? If you did, you didn't even have to choose in the first place. Go ahead & doubt me and you'll be blinded from the facts that everyone knows but you just because you chose NOT to believe me. You're not gonna care about me from now onwards? Fine, i'll leave you alone as well. Just remember, YOU wanted this, YOU said this FIRST, out of nowhere! In the middle of the day!

7)U was nv been as gentleman as ever.
I don't even think that this is in a proper sentence structure that makes sense. Check your vocabulary & write something that people can actually understand when reading it. Besides, have you ever met a real gentleman? I highly doubt so.

This time, I really can't take it anymore. I'm not just gonna stand by the side and take everything you throw at me like last time. This is all just a case of mistaken identity. All because you thought I was tweeting about you when I wasn't. It's obvious when you read this, you know that I'm talking about YOU! At least, now I've seen the bad-side of you & your true colours. The last time your last post, you wrote a long post about me, saying all those stuff. I didn't even said a single word & accepted everything, the good, the bad, the stuff that were true & even the stuff that weren't true. I did nothing but just stand at the side & took everything that you said & didn't even say a single word about it. This time, i ain't gonna do that anymore. I'm not gonna let someone think that they're always right all the time when they know nothing about what they're saying! Yes, i do know by writing & saying all these stuff, I'm hurting you. But do realise what you cause others to do to even hurt you in the first place? That's it, i'm done with you. Just remember that it was YOU who chose to end this friendship, NOT me!

YOU are the one who:
1) wished you didn't know me from the start!
2) asked me to FUCK OFF & officially say that you HATE ME!
3) don't wanna believe my words anymore & call me a liar!
4) thinks that I dun realise that the words I say from MY mouth will hurt others!
5) still choose to believe those rumours you've heard about me!
6) chose to forget about me & chose not to care about me from now onwards!

NOT me! Just remember that YOU chose it to be this way! I didn't even said a single thing... til now! Well, if you've got anything else you would like to say or accuse me of, you know how to reach me. As of now, I'm gonna FUCK OFF and not bother your life anymore, just like what YOU wanted and asked for in front of the whole world!

P.S. We're just friends now. I can't give you all those things just like what we were before. If I did, I might mislead you into thinking something else. If you wanted to have a little conversation with me, you could have always said something, but you didn't. It's not that people change, it's that when the status changes, everything changes. There's a line between what we can & cannot do. Wanna ask me out, fine, all you gotta do is ask. Nothing wrong in that. Simple. We are friends & we can be still be friends, but friends don't suddenly vent their frustration & hatred out on Twitter all of the sudden, out of the blue, in the middle of the day about the other for god knows what reason. Like i said, just remember that YOU declared all this & YOU are the want that wanted all this when I didn't even say a single thing! Don't you dare pin this matter on me when YOU started it!

iPhone 4 Introduction

2010-06-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

iPhone 4 REVEALED!

2010-06-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

As you likely know, Apple CEO Steve Jobs officially unveiled the iPhone 4 at the company’s Worldwide Developer Conference (WWDC) on Monday — though the announcement was a bit anticlimactic given the highly-publicized prototype leak back in April but the upcoming smartphone did manage to wow the crowds, thanks to some mighty impressive specs.

Specifically, major new features of the redesigned iPhone include a much better camera and the ability to shoot HD video; a front-facing camera, too, for live video calling over Wi-Fi; and a 3.5-inch display with four times the resolution of the existing iPhone 3GS screen. And at just 9.3mm thick, Jobs also calls the iPhone 4 “the thinnest smartphone on the planet.”

But what does the iPhone 4 mean for gamers, you ask?

Aside from the greatly improved screen, now capable of showing an incredible 326 dots per inch (dpi), Apple has squeezed a three-axis gyroscope into the device, allowing the smartphone “to detect pitch, yaw and roll, plus rotation around gravity,” explains Jobs. This technology works alongside the previously available accelerometer to deliver true six-axis motion-sensing.

Motion-sensing is already a big part of the experience in many games — such as titling the device left and right to control a race car — but adding a gyroscope takes it to the next level. To demonstrate the technology, Jobs played the classic game of Jenga by tilting the iPhone 4 forward, back and side-to-side, as well as moving around the stage, and the pile of wooden pieces responded in real-time, and with gravitational force.

Also relevant to gamers is the bigger and better battery in the iPhone 4 (now with 40 per cent more talk time compared to the iPhone 3G S), which should yield longer play between charges.

A new folders system in the operating system will let you group similar apps by type and a relevant name is automatically given to the selected apps (such as “Games”). The new multi-tasking feature means gamers might be able to do things like video chat with a friend in a small window on the iPhone while playing a game of, say, backgammon with them online at the same time.

The iPhone 4 will be out in Canada in late July. While cost for the smartphone has not been confirmed, Canada usually follows suit with the U.S. on iPhone pricing; therefore, expect the 16GB model to be $199 and the 32GB model to cost $299, with carrier commitment; Rogers, Bell Mobility and Telus have all confirmed they’ll be carrying the device, with preorders starting in a couple of weeks.

Great Singapore Sale is HERE!

2010-06-02T22:58:00.006+08:00

Shopping & eating!
Shopping & eating!
Shopping & eating!

That's all I did today with Cassy & Josephine. Went to Asiasoft office in the afternoon to collect something as well as a briefing. After that, met Jian Wen & his girlfriend, Joey, for a little while coz it's rare that i get to meet my friends who stays in the East, so we met whenever anyone of us was in the area & was just dropping by. Met back up with Cassy & Josephine after that to continue our shopping-spree! Pay's coming soon & we're all gonna go shopping together yet again when it arrives, yes!

I gotta attend an IBM Certificate Presentation Ceremony tomorrow back at Republic Polytechnic in the morning. Hope I'm not the only one that turns up for it, lol! There's a reception after that, a buffet, but I doubt I'll eat much, maybe I'll just take a few pictures with the other awardees & off I go to attend the LAST DAY of Agnes. b's sales at Isetan Orchard! Hoping that I'd be able to find something that's worth the money spending on at a steal! Meeting up for Sakae Sushi lunch-buffet after that with Cassy & Josephine so I gotta shop FAST! :D

On a side-note, World Cyber Games (WCG) is arriving in two weeks' time! Excited much! June is a month full of activities!!!

P.S. To me, it's all just excuses cause of something that he's keeping inside. Maybe it's girls? It's always about girls. -_- Oh well, not gonna bother much about it. Just wanna continue working with peaceful colleagues. Cheers~

A cold case love.

Arcadia Jubeat RIPPLES Random Challenge 2010

2010-05-30T03:57:00.000+08:00

Do you spot ARES? No? Well, as you can see, my name is not in it. Haha! Had to attend work for an even larger than life gaming-event, License 2 Play, at Singapore Expo. Oh well, i missed out on a fun day but nevertheless, I'd still lose even if I did took part in it, haha!! Here are the results:

1st: FYRE-MON (Lucas)
2nd: R-DASH-I (Jovian)
3rd: DEMON (Lexus)

It'd be De Ja Vu for those who attended the Arcadia 2010 Jubeat Competition last March cause it's the same Top 3 as this competition. Overall, well done players!

It was the last day of License 2 Play today & I'm relieved it's over! Great job guys! We rock! Let's prepare for AsiaSoft GameFest this coming Saturday & Sunday! Be there guys, for a fun-filled day!

P.S. Met many great new friends! To Pamela, Shermaine, Cassy & Josephine, thanks for forcing me to do a forfeit for nothing!!! You gals are gonna pay! Haha, nah just kiddin'! You gals rock my world~! And looking forward to shopping with Cassy this week! Woohoo!!!

Bro's back from Taipei!

2010-05-29T04:21:00.003+08:00

Bro's back from his re-service where he spent 2 days in Taipei and had some time off to shop around & look at what he bought! I'm sooo going Taiwan to shop one day!!! I freakin' love their awesome fashion all around! He got for himself a PORTER sling-bag, NICE~! He got for me an EDWIN t-shirt, a japanese jeans brand that you can't find in Singapore! UBER COOLZ~! And I already tried one of each of those treats as soon as i saw them! Hahaha!! Delicious~! He got a Marlboro BLACK MENTHOL for Dad too, cause he likes it a lot & you can't find them in Singapore! Though we still disapprove of him smoking.

Love me or hate me.

2010-05-28T06:14:00.003+08:00

Asiasoft's New Angelbear Mascot... ME!

2010-05-27T03:20:00.007+08:00

Albert gave me a call around evening to tell me my job-scope for tomorrow. They SABO me! Damn it, hahaha!! For the first time, i'll be one of Asiasoft's walking-mascot! This is what i'll be dressed up as tomorrow at the Asiasoft Game Fest 2010 at Singapore Expo from 11am-9pm, 28-30th May! I'm gonna be Angelbear, the mascot for Monster Forest, one of Asiasoft's Online-Games. Cute little thing! Don't worry, I won't/can't bite! Visit and/or take a picture with me if you like! ^^

Attended Momentum 2010 @ The Republic Cultural Centre's grand-theatre today. Always loved dancing & the arts. Many performances by various dance groups and institutions as well as professional dance schools blew the crowd away today with their spectacular dance moves! Freaking awesome every year! I'm so gonna attend again next year. :D

H♥H

P.S. Nice to finally be able to talk to you again. Hopefully all your hatred for me has disappeared along with the feelings after finally being able to see the clear picture of what went on behind-the-scenes and that we were actually being played & used for the benefit of... others... Maybe...? Anyways, I didn't know why you/me misunderstood each other & I didn't know what happened at all, as in the actual cause of our . . . , even til now actually, even after knowing that third-parties were involved (you know who), sabotage, backstabbing, lies, rumours as well as peer-pressure & influence by closed ones. But like I said, all I cared about for you was your happiness & nothing else no matter what people think of me as long as it's for you. Stick-ed & true to my words from the beginning til the present. Maybe during those confused days & not knowing what to do, you couldn't see this, but it's never too late to realise this now than never at all, but it's too late to turn back time or wished that things had turned out differently. I didn't even know what was this "reputation" you kept talking about when... Who was the one that walked around in public without a care, with a rose in his hand and brought it to your workplace in front of everybody for the world to see and gave it to you? LOL! Thus, already had no reputation to begin with. Haha! Nah, to me it's just that work is work & i don't like to disturb people when they're working & because by right, we're not supposed to either. Guess we all just had different ways of thinking but we never actually talked about it so no one knows. When we finally did wanna talk about stuff, it was already too late, either that or one doesn't wanna talk to the other, let alone meet-up to see one another anymore. Well anyways, I'm just glad that it's all over. Cya on Sunday, dear. Luv u still, as a friend~ ♥

Some people just wanna use you
Some people just wanna get used by you

Until You Were Gone - Chipmunk

2010-05-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh (C.M)
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Check

If I had all the money in the world
I still couldn't buy me a brand new girl I love.....
Too much clubbing, not enough loving
Too much shopping, too busy chasing the skriller
Now look i lost me a winner
Sitting there singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh

Let me go, Yea

And look still I'm here
She left me with no idea
I just don't get it, it's kinda weird
How you took off quicker than my career. it's kinda rare
It took a wrong man to admit he's wrong
Still can't do it, I just put it in a song
So don't correct me, I know that I'm wrong
(I just need love)
I'm too stuck in my ways,
And I know this ain't helping me change
And I'm sitting here singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh (Whooa)

Let me go, Yeah

I'm too stressed, let me try and not think
Close my eyes, you're inside my lids
So I try not blink for one split sec
'cause show boating got my ship wrecked
Since you left, nothing ain't right
Two different waves, we had to part tides
Had a long-sighted vision, it ain't the same with you missing
Didn't know how much I missed you until you were gone, gone, gone

until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone

I didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
I didn't know how much I missed you

Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone

Chipmunk - Until You Were Gone

Naked - Leona Lewis

2010-05-06T03:17:00.000+08:00

You could've left me on a Friday
Would've loved to at least have the weekend
To go under and stay under to
To get better and to stay better

But you had to pick a Monday
Now i've gotta go to work and get
Through 5 days
And get throught it, if i can do it, no i can't do it

There's a heartbreaking chill running through my bones
Got my clothes but i can't really feel them on
Oh no whatever i do, i'm naked, i'm naked
Without you
Can't go out can't go home can't go anywhere
Covered up but i'm still watching people stare
Oh no now what can i do, i'm naked, i'm naked without you

Trying to focus
To go unnoticed
But the harder i try to stay dry it rains
And i can't do it, no, they see through it
Yeah they see through it

There's a heartbreaking chill running through my bones
Got my clothes but i can't really feel them on
Oh no whatever i do, i'm naked, i'm naked
Without you
Can't go out can't go home can't go anywhere
Covered up but i'm still watching people stare
Oh no now what can i do, i'm naked, i'm naked without you

Inside i'm still hiding
Outside i'm just too exposed
But i know that
I should let go
But i miss you

There's a heartbreaking chill running through my bones
Got my clothes but i can't really feel them on
Oh no whatever i do, i'm naked, i'm naked
Without you
Can't go out can't go home can't go anywhere
Covered up but i'm still watching people stare
Oh no now what can i do, i'm naked, i'm naked without you

Naked - Leona Lewis

Twelve Olympians

2010-05-05T02:21:00.005+08:00

The Twelve Olympians, also known as the Dodekatheon (Greek: Δωδεκάθεον < δώδεκα, dōdeka, "twelve"+ θεοί, theoi, "gods"), in Greek mythology, were the principal gods of the Greek pantheon, residing atop Mount Olympus. The first ancient reference of religious ceremonies for them is found in the Homeric Hymn to Hermes. The classical scheme of the Twelve Olympians (the Canonical Twelve of art and poetry) comprises the following gods: Zeus, Hera, Poseidon, Athena, Ares, Demeter, Apollo, Artemis, Hephaestus, Aphrodite, Hermes and Dionysus. The respective Roman scheme comprises the following gods: Jupiter, Juno, Neptune, Minerva, Mars, Ceres, Apollo, Diana, Vulcan, Venus, Mercury and Bacchus. Hades (Roman: Pluto) was not generally included in this list. He did not have a seat in the pantheon because he spent almost all of his time in the underworld. Also commonly seen among the twelve is Hestia (Roman: Vesta.) When Dionysus was offered a seat, the total number of Olympians became thirteen. Believing thirteen to be an unlucky number and wishing to avoid a fight, Hestia stepped down.

There was, however, a great deal of fluidity when it came to who was counted among their number in antiquity. Around 400 BC, Herodotus included in his Dodekatheon the following deities: Zeus, Hera, Poseidon, Hermes, Athena, Apollo, Alpheus, Cronus, Rhea and the Charites. Wilamowitz agrees with Herodotus' version of the Twelve.

Herodotus includes Heracles as one of the Twelve. Lucian also includes Heracles and Asclepius as members of the Twelve, without explaining which two had to give way for them. At Kos, Heracles and Dionysus are added to the Twelve, and Ares and Hephaestus are left behind. However, Pindar, Apollodorus, and Herodorus disagree with this. For them Heracles is not one of the Twelve Gods, but the one who established their cult.

Plato connected the Twelve Olympians with the twelve months, and proposed that the final month be devoted to rites in honor of Pluto and the spirits of the dead, implying that he considered Hades to be one of the Twelve. Hades is phased out in later groupings due to his chthonic associations. In Phaedrus Plato aligns the Twelve with the Zodiac and would exclude Hestia from their rank.

Hebe, Helios and Persephone are other important gods, goddesses, which are sometimes included in a group of twelve. Eros is often depicted alongside the other twelve, especially his mother Aphrodite, but is rarely considered one of the Olympians.

The Twelve Olympians gained their supremacy in the world of gods after Zeus led his siblings to victory in war with the Titans. Zeus, Hera, Poseidon, Demeter, Hestia, and Hades were siblings. Ares, Hermes, Hephaestus, Aphrodite, Athena, Apollo, Artemis, the Charites, Heracles, Dionysus, Hebe, and Persephone were children of Zeus. Although some versions of the myths state that Hephaestus was born of Hera alone, and that Aphrodite was born of Uranus.

Currently, the 12 members of the Singapore Jubeat Olympian Gods team is:
Apollo - James
Ares - Haziq
Artemis - Shermin
Athena - Naomi
Demeter - Wen Jie
Dionysus - Kai Qi
Hades - Ashley
Hera - Amelia
Hermes - John
Hestia -
Poseidon -
Zeus - Lucas

Note: Aphrodite & Hephaestus were replaced with Hestia & Hades in our team due to e-amusement's 8-characters only restriction & we're still on the look-out for two more potential & worthy members.

Jubeat RIPPLES event - mini tournament

2010-05-04T23:58:00.014+08:00

Jubeat RIPPLES event - mini tournament
29th may @ iluma arcadia (saturday)

rough details :
1st tune ( random lv1,2,3 )
2nd tune ( random lv4,5,6 )
3rd tune ( random lv7,8)
4th tune ( random lv9,10 )

[ all tunes will be chosen by a platinum card holder ]

Other details will be released in due time so please refrain from excessive questioning, it will be greatly appreciated. Thanks.

Yet another Jubeat-competition successfully organized & successfully approved by Tornado's higher-management. Relieved that our efforts weren't a waste. Although i'm not paid but being in the Jubeat Committee, i need to handle all these stuff, no choice, for the benefit of all the other Jubeat-ers. And now that our dear self-appointed & self-approved "manager" (whose name isn't even worth mentioning) has quit-ed due to some "personal" reason although he didn't do much in the first place to begin with except for complaining & giving feedback to the higher-management as usual instead of sensibly & logically providing & giving suggestions to aid & solve the situation. I hate quit-ers! Don't join something just to get some high-status that makes you sound special, enjoy the privileges, don't do a single thing & just leave later on because you can't handle it & you leave your other members in a pinch. If you do this, don't you even dare use this small portion of experience as an achievement in the future by saying, "I used to be the what what what of this this this and that that that." cause you're just lying to yourself you boastful bragger that is ALL TALK NO ACTION! Everyone knows you're just an act due to knowing the history of the things you said & did, it's because of that that the people who really knows you don't believe the words you say anymore, not only politically in business-terms, but also in your friendships as well. Ever question yourself why? If you know/think you can't take it and/or won't put in effort for it and see quit-ing halfway if anything happens as a solution that is always available, don't even join in the first place just to put others through misery.

Ever been in a relationship? If you know you can't commit, then don't agree to it in the first place. If you do, see it through to the end & know that there'll always be ups & downs in a relationship & no matter what, you'll always have each other to rely on no matter good or bad & will have to trust each other completely, even with your lives & never doubting one another, in this case, it'd be the other Jubeat Committee members. But if you see "breaking-up", for your case is "quit-ing", as a solution that is available at any time if anything happens, than you're not solving the problem that actually caused the break-up, instead, you're just running away from it. Breaking-up & quit-ing is just nothing more than a form of running away from all the problems you face and in the end, not solving anything, leaving anything & anyone hanging in the middle of nowhere with more questions than answers. Parting ways after a discussion & reaching a mutual understanding however, now that is a different story.

By the way, Beatmania IIDX 17: SIRIUS is now available at Arcadia for only $1.50 instead of the usual $2.00 at TKA Virtualand with e-amuse access. It just was just fixed up today. Well, if you came by earlier, it was only $1.00 per game... Til I alerted the management (Eloise) about it, HAHAHA!! Please forgive me! *runs away & hides* Oh come on, it's only 50cents more & it's still 50cents cheaper than any other arcades in Singapore, you can't argue with that. LOL! They too need to earn, you know? :x

Did some testing for Arcadia for the Olympians' Jubeat machine earphones-service, tweaked around with it the best i could but the sound quality just won't do without a third-party amplifying-unit just like those you see present at TKA Virtualand's Jubeat machines to make up for the technical capabilities a earphone/ear-piece/headphone/headset lacks of when compared to the sound provided by the Jubeat machine's technically higher-end speakers. As for the noise (the zzz-sound), it's still slightly there & no, buying noise-cancellation headphones doesn't help cause it's not what headphones you use that matters, it's the sound-system in the Jubeat machine itself. So don't waste money since you're not like those professional LAN-gamers who really need them. How'd i know? That's because I'm not your average-gamer. Cause the gaming industry is my profession. Been in it long enough & done far too many events to not not know all these stuff based on the many different experiences. Not bragging or anything but yeah, i have a track-record if you'd like to see it. I don't go around claiming credit for stuff I haven't done before unlike some people. Anyways, gaming in Singapore isn't really big as compared to other countries, sadly.

P.S. Most importantly, it's the people you met while playing the games you enjoy most, cause there's nothing to enjoy when you can't share the happiness with anyone but yourself. And i met you, who was truly an angel in disguise. :]

never a moment did i not trust you
never a moment did i not want you
never a moment did i wanna hurt you
never a moment did i thought we'd part
never a moment did i thought of leaving you
never a moment did i regret having you in my life
never a moment did i not smile while thinking of you
never a moment did i thought that you wouldn't believe me
never a moment did i let a day go by without you on my mind
never a moment did i thought that you'd take it the wrong way
never a moment did i not want to give you anything you ask for
never a moment did i thought that we'd let anyone get in between us
never a moment did i thought of you listening to the words of others instead of mine
never a moment did i not want to keep you by my side no matter how far apart we are in the past or now

This Ain't A Love Song

2010-05-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Every night I remember that evening
The way you looked when you said you were leaving
The way you cried as you turned to walk away

The cruel words and the false accusations
The mean looks and the same old frustrations
I never thought that we'd throw it all away
But we threw it all away.

And I'm a little bit lost without you
And I'm a bloody big mess inside
And I'm a little bit lost without you
This aint a love song this is goodbye

This aint a love song this is goodbye

I've been lost, I've been losing
I've been tired, I'm all hurt and confusion
I've been mad, I'm the kind of man that I'm not

I'm going down, I'll be coming back fighting
I may be scared and a little bit frightened
But I'll be back, I'll be coming back to life
I'll be coming back to life

And I'm a little bit lost without you
And I'm a bloody big mess inside
And I'm a little bit lost without you
This aint a love song this is goodbye

This aint a love song this is goodbye

And you can try, and you can try but you'll never keep me down
And you can try, and you can try but you'll never keep me down

And I'm a little bit lost without you
And I'm a bloody big mess inside
And I'm a little bit lost without you
This aint a love song this is goodbye

It's alright, cause you can try but you'll never keep me down
It's alright, I may be lost but you'll never keep me down
It's alright, cause you can try but you'll never keep me down
It's alright, I may be lost but I'm waiting to be found

You'll never keep me down
You'll never keep me down
You'll never keep me down

Souting For Girls - This Ain't A Love Song

i could really use a wish right now

2010-05-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

B.O.B. - Airplanes

i _ _ _ _ you.

2010-04-28T22:03:00.003+08:00

You choose. I already know my answer.

I've learned

2010-04-27T02:58:00.001+08:00

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

- Maya Angelou

i can wait forever

2010-04-26T04:05:00.000+08:00

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever

Simple Plan - I Can Wait Forever
 

Eloise's 21st Birthday

2010-04-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

Celebrated Eloise's 21st birthday today.
Happy Birthday Eloise!

Peace or pieces? i chose peace.

2010-04-18T05:49:00.003+08:00

I can sleep!
I can sleep!
I can sleep!

P.S. However the outcome, we'll always be friends.

the vow that we made

I Can't Sleep

2010-04-16T06:03:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep...
I can't sleep...
I can't sleep...

P.S. Why do I always hurt the ones around me. I'm sorry...

hurting you is the last thing I'd ever want to do

3seconds of happiness

2010-04-01T13:28:00.005+08:00

Who would've known those 3 magical words would kill a person & bring them back to life in a split second. I forgot that today's April Fools' Day. Yup, you got me good... Happy April Fool's Day everyone! & myself... Some things are just too good to be true~

| ◘ ◘ ◘ ■ | ■ ◘ ■ ■ | ■ ◘ ■ ◘ |
| ■ ◘ ■ ■ | ■ ◘ ■ ■ | ■ ■ ◘ ■ |
| ◘ ◘ ◘ ■ | ■ ◘ ◘ ◘ | ■ ■ ◘ ■ |
| ■ ■ ■ ■ | ■ ■ ■ ■ | ■ ■ ■ ■ |

| ■ ◘ ◘ ■ | ■ ◘ ◘ ■ |
| ◘ ◘ ◘ ■ | ■ ◘ ◘ ◘ |
| ◘ ◘ ◘ ■ | ■ ◘ ◘ ◘ |
| ■ ■ ■ ■ | ■ ■ ■ ■ |

It's Not Time Yet

2010-03-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

Afraid of rejection...

SHEN (4-GOD) Title ACHIEVEMENT!

2010-03-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

YES!!! I finally got my "4-GODS" title today! Actually could have gotten it long ago, just didn't have the time & right people to do it.

Title: SHEN (GOD)
How-to-get: All 4-linked players MUST get EXCELLENT for a song on ANY difficulty

For those who wants it but can't get it, i & a few others will be able to help you with it but we don't do "play for you" requests... For us is only "play together" requests. Enjoy~

P.S. I admit I felt very disappointed when you told me that but was even happier than before bcoz of what you mentioned after telling me that. The fact that you're aware of what you're doing & is changing for the better, really makes me feel relieved. =)

~maybe two is better than one~

Latest Games Coming To A Store Near You

2010-03-15T12:21:00.001+08:00

For all you gamers out there, here's the latest games-list of shipments heading out to different parts all over the world & coming to a store near you!

March 14, 2010
Pokemon HeartGold--DS--Nintendo Pokemon SoulSilver--DS--Nintendo

March 15, 2010
Rage of the Gladiator--Wii--Ghostfire Games Triple Shot Sports--Wii--The Code Monkeys 101 MiniGolf World--DS--Teyon

March 16, 2010
God of War III--PS3--Sony Command & Conquer 4: Tiberian Twilight--PC--Electronic Arts Dragon Age: Origins - Awakening--360,PS3, PC--Electronic Arts Metro 2033--360PC--THQ Resonance of Fate--360, PS3--Sega Infinite Space--DS--Sega Fragile Dreams: Farewell Ruins of the Moon--WII--Xseed Games T.A.C. Heroes: Big Red One--DS--Storm City Games Hidden Mysteries: Buckingham Palace--DS--Activision Sonny With a Chance--DS--Disney Family Gameshow--WII--Zushi Games Ltd

March 17, 2010
Perfect Dark--360--Microsoft Hall of Fame Ultimate Hoops Challenge--Wii--Zoo Games

March 19, 2010
Mount & Blade: Warband--PC--Paradox Interactive

End of 1st week of Jubeat Competition

2010-03-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but I juz feel like blogging again. So basically my school holidays have been boring ever since school ended & my usual activities have been following up with anime titles such as One-Piece, Bleach & Full Metal Alchemist. Things are spicing up now as it's only a week more til my Jubeat Competition Semi-Finals! I'm super excited because 1. I know I've a high chance of winning in the Basic-category if I do my best. 2. The feel of competitive-adrenaline running through my veins again is what I've been yearning for! 3. Since I've spent like a $1000 on this game called Jubeat, why not go all the way & put my skills to the test? 4. I'm representing as part of the Singapore's Elite Jubeat Team called the MON team, I've gotta bring up our name & not throw face. 5. There's a girl that I really like so I've gotta impress her! (LOL! lame... -.-")

And sorry for being cold all of a sudden, coz the people you hang out with, aren't the people that I would consider good company but please bear in mind that I've got nothing against you. I still like you the way you are. I just don't like the people you hang out with & it's giving others a different impression of you unlike the way I know you.

P.S. Please don't pick up smoking from them... I'd really hate you if you did...

Hope you're safe where ever you are~

Happy Go Lucky & Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief

2010-03-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

Busy day today with the completion of scanning of 101 pictures for the creation of a slideshow for my cousin's wedding in 2 weeks' time. Gonna have to edit the 101 pictures soon before compiling them into a slideshow. Caught 2 movies today with a 5minute interval between each movie! Woohoo!!! Movie marathon rox!

Headed down to Iluma ASAP after that after hearing my rankings in the competition has dropped. Straight away re-entered the competition & pulled back my 35th placing to a 29th placing. I'm satisfied & confident that I won't have to replay another round for at least a week until I see my position drop below 30 again. Anyways, got a picture of the latest scoreboard, knock yourselves out!

P.S. Wasn't in time to get to see you today, but I enjoyed our little chat session about the stars.

~if only you were my star~

Germaine In Wonderland

2010-03-04T23:37:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday, Germaine! Hope you're happy with your presents, heehee! Ergh!! I look awful in the picture! I must learn how to smile! Anyways, the Sakae Sushi buffet really made us lazy to even leave the restaurant after it ended, haha!! Watched Alice in Wonderland today, I guess it would've been even more awesome if it were in 3D? Haha, had such a great day with Lucas & the gang! =D

P.S. Being able to see you again today, just puts a smile on my face. =)

Even if it wouldn't last, would you risk it just for the memories?

Iluma Jubeat Competition Qualifiers

2010-03-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

Picture's credit to: Shermin Wu.

For those who can't see:
01 FYRE-MON -->3 995 176
02 DEMON -----> 3 988 909
03 DINGDANG -> 3 982 728
04 COM*MON --> 3 976 145
05 AYR-MON ---> 3 971 375
06 MILO-MON -> 3 968 541
07 KOPI-MON --> 3 957 340
08 HAYAMON --> 3 947 514
09 VEEGDMON -> 3 943 148
10 LUST-MON --> 3 917 447
11 RESDEL ------> 3 904 811
12 FADE ---------> 3 883 390
13 WHENESDA --> 3 860 225
14 RAND0MON --> 3 793 118
15 FRE.D ---------> 3 735 298

Today was the first day of the Jubeat Qualifying Rounds at Iluma! Arrived there early in the afternoon at 12pm for the set-up, testing, warm-ups and all. Met with Eloise, the event's organizer cum retired-model cum Tornado' receptionist for lunch & discussed some last-minute details of the competition with her. Met Celeste & Gina later in the evening for a couple of rounds at Bugis before returning back to Iluma. I only finally told myself to compete at 7pm! NICE! I (LUST-MON) got into the TOP 10! Woohoo!!! But wait... NO! I DON'T wanna be in the TOP 16, EXTREME Category, as I don't wanna fight it out with the GODLIKE players there! Please push me into placings between 17th to 32th as I wanna fight it out in the ADVANCE Category.

I actually purposely threw away my first round's tryout with a Total Score of 3 791 xxx but then, my Leader, FYRE-MON, asked me to play seriously! LOL!!! He knew I was playing around. Anyways, since everyone in the competition, gave it their all, I decided to as well in my second round's tryout which landed me in 10th place. Oh god... Wish me luck!

P.S. Yep, Cel's super-cute. Sorry, I won't be entertaining stuff asked about her. Stop it or it'll be the last time i actually bring any of my female friends along... TSK* And the shocking news of "their" break-up. So sorry to hear that but we all knew that would happpen sooner or later, even you guys spoke of it yourselves. Hold on kay! Stay strong!

LUST-MON of the MON-team

Jubeat Competition 2010 @ Iluma

2010-02-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

Competition's starting tomorrow! Freaking excited can! Coming down with Lucas Leong, currently the Number 1 Jubeat player in Singapore to see if he can defend his title for yet another year & retain his throne! We're gonna be there the first thing in the morning to meet the Organizer, Eloise Tan, & see how it's going. Will probably discuss & clarify with her over lunch a few of the Competition details as well for everyone's enjoyment & satisfaction.

P.S. Super excited even though I know I can't win, probably will just be lingering in the TOP 10 places.

Good Luck, Have Fun!

Jubeat Knit's Launch at AOU2010

2010-02-26T22:44:00.003+08:00

Fools Like Me - Lisa Loeb

2010-02-17T13:29:00.006+08:00

Everybody go
The party's over
I want to be alone in my head
In my bed tonight
You never show

You must really love her
You think I don't know
But I do, yeah it's true
I think over is over

I'm right back where I started
(when it comes to wanting you)
I can't have what I wanted

But I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed
If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me

I know where I'm going
I'm tripping I'm sliding around
That's ok
At least I'm excited
It wasn't how I planned it
(wasn't how I planned it
Feet are where I landed
At least I understand it now)
My feet are where I landed
(feet are staying on the ground)

But I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed
If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me
Fools like me
Fools like me

I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed

Maybe it's the sanest thing
Or just the sweetest kind of dream
But love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools like me

Fools Like Me - Lisa Loeb

P.S. I dedicate this song to my friend Wendy who's going through difficult times right now.

It's not the end, it's a new beginning.

Jubeat data revived & retrieved

2010-02-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

I finally bought a replacement-card for my e-amusement & did the data-transfer process online using my iPhone on the spot right after purchasing my e-amusement card! Cool stuff! Been a long time since I 4-Player Local-Play with people who're better than me. Was surprised I could keep up. Got 2nd 3 times out of the 4 songs & 1st once which I accidentally EXC my first ever song on Extreme difficulty! Even David (card-name TARZAN aka WYND-MON now, Singapore's 2nd Ranked National Jubeat Player), was shocked, haha!!

Just that ONE mistake, the first blue-note of the song cost my EXC... Just ONE note mistake from obtaining a Perfect Score! Ergh! What the hell!

Jubeat - Knit

2010-01-30T03:53:00.004+08:00

Jubeat, Knit. The latest expansion to Jubeat, Ripples. I like the colour-scheme, reminds me of Bumblebee from Transformers. Anyways, it's made to look even cooler than ever! The only thing I think they screwed up is the Music Select screen with those unmatching silver-coloured buttons which they kept from the current Jubeat, Ripples' theme.

I predict more cash being drained from me after this is released! Though, Ripples APPEND is coming in March first. I predict Knit is arriving in Singapore somewhere around the end of this year.

P.S. I lost my e-amusement card which holds my play-data. Gonna have to do the data-transfer once I get a new card. If only I could change my IGN in that new card & finally be known as DJ-MON instead of *DJ-MAX* to finally be a part of Singapore's Elite Jubeat Team, MON Team, OFFICIALLY.

You build this wall, you break it down.

Four of the iPad's Biggest Whiffs

2010-01-29T05:18:00.008+08:00

Since EVERYONE is talking about it. I shall do a post on the iPad.
Credit to @kaneshige .

What's not to like about the Apple iPad? Plenty, says Aaron Vronko, CEO of Rapid Repair, an iPod and iPhone repair shop, and one of the first techies to take apart the iPhone 3GS and write a guide.

Vronko feels Apple made too many concessions with the iPad in order to hit a baseline price of $500, which puts the iPad in the same price category as popular netbooks.

"I think Apple tried to split in too many directions," Vronko says. "The iPad converges a lot of things but, unlike the iPhone, doesn't quite go the distance."

Here's four of the iPad's biggest whiffs, according to Vronko:

1. LCD Screen: An E-reader Handicap

Vronko didn't think the iPad would have a 10-inch touchscreen. He figured Apple would use AM OLED (active-matrix organic light-emitting diode) rather than a conventional mobile LCD. After all, AM OLED uses far less battery life yet shines more brightly and vibrantly indoors than a power-draining, backlit LCD that's hard on the eyes.

The problem is that an AM OLED 10-inch display wouldn't be readily available until later this year. That's why Vronko predicted Apple would go with a 7-inch AM OLED screen. He was wrong.

For the iPad, Apple went with a 10-inch LCD display. To power it, Apple had to use a battery that's more than five times the capacity and size of the iPhone 3GS battery. Apple claims the iPad has a 10-hour battery life.

But the LCD screen alone consumes roughly 2 watts per hour, Vronko explains, and will drain the large battery in 12 hours by itself. This will hurt the iPad's chances in the critical e-reader market.

"The iPad has just a 10-hour battery life, although it might last slightly longer when used as an e-reader but not significantly longer," Vronko says. "Most serious e-readers offer anywhere from the mid-20s to 40 hours."

2. Where's the Camera?

The most obvious omission: the iPad is missing a camera. One of the reasons for its absence probably has to do with cost, says Vronko. Apple likely would have had a tough time hitting the $500 price point for a device that included a camera.

Sure, no one is going to hold up an iPad, which is the size of a TV dinner tray, point it at a someone, and say, "cheese"-but the iPad could've used a webcam for video chat. Imagine cradling the iPad, peering into its 10-inch screen, seeing your friend, and carrying on a conversation.

Nearly all netbooks come with webcams, and people are beginning to embrace video chatting. Yet not only does the iPad lack a webcam, it doesn't support multitasking. And people often use their webcams while using other apps.

"Video chat fits right in with the hardware profile," Vronko says. "Not having that really limits the benefit of that device. The iPad is no more capable than the iPod Touch as a communicator."

3. Big Screen, Small Thinking

Apple went with the cheaper 1024-by-768 pixel screen resolution-"basically, an old computer monitor-type of resolution," Vronko says-instead of the newer 1280-by-720 resolution. Admittedly, the higher resolution would be negligible on the iPad's 10-inch screen.

But the advantage is in the bigger picture, literally. With the better resolution and support for high definition output, says Vronko, the iPad could've have been a boon for home entertainment aficionados.

"Any video content you would have bought for your iPad would have outputted extremely nicely to your HD TV," Vronko says. " I think Apple lost another big opportunity here."

4. Still No Flash

Apple CEO Steve Jobs billed the iPad as a great web browsing device. In fact, he says this is one of the reasons for making the iPad in the first place. "iPad offers the best web browsing experience there is-way better than laptops," Jobs says.

Yet the iPad, like the iPhone, doesn't support Flash even though the hardware likely supports it. "Still no Flash support? Come on, guys," Vronko says. "Without Flash, it's really not a full web experience."

Credit to - www.cio.com/article/527116

P.S. You've cut all ties with me. I hope you're happy. If we ever bump into each other, I'll save you the trouble by pretending I don't know you. And yes, all those things you've told me & all the things we've said are still unspoken. Fret not, it'll remain that way.

I've lost yet another one that is dear to me...

Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T05:11:00.023+08:00

Well, this will be my last blog-post for 2009. It's been a wonderful journey. May god bless all of you for coming this far with/without me and still live to see yet another year pass by in a blink of an eye. I'll leave you with my last words, thoughts, wishes & remnants of 2009. 2009 definitely left a lasting impression on me. Goodbye 2009~

This blog was dead, but it came back to live.

You stepped into my life.

I lost my best friend just because he chased after a girl, again.

I don't wanna be late for school again as usual.

I fell for you.

I knew it was impossible to begin with.

FYP 1 is over & I'm glad I passed or rather just passed.

It hurt me deep.

I got my iPhone for only $9!

I tasted lots of food that I've never tasted before.

I got over it.

I've met many new friends.

I've come too far to give up.

I need a part-time job, one which I can work after school & on weekends.

The reason I started blogging again was you.

I need to stop doing... that thing.

Why are you avoiding me & giving me one word answers?

Please pay me back the money you owe me people.

I'm not that type.

Christmas didn't make me broke this year because I already was by that time.

My investment in Jubeat has surprisingly accumulated to $1000!

Currently ranked as one of Singapore's Top 20 players.

Also ranked as the top 10% players in the whole entire world.

I just wanna talk to you.

Sins, many sins, deadly sins.

I could've died in more than 2 occassions, but I lived.

I miss Sandra Lim ever since she graduated!

Found myself the best & pretty yet most expensive hairstylist, Pansy Lim!

I appreciate being a part of your life.

Broke my record of going home super late.

I'll turn to you for anything & everything because I know I can depend on you.

You mean a lot to me.

Parents made me lose a certain amount of respect for them after that incident.

I've changed.

Started getting famous in the Jubeat Community in the wrong way.

When can I ever find a suitable hairstyle for myself?

I am well-recognised in the Singapore Jubeat Community now, thankfully.

I don't need you, I need us.

I need to start sleeping early.

I had a very memorable Birthday this year thanks to everyone.

My time is almost up.

You were always on my mind.

All I ask for is to be the best of friends that we can ever be.

I still can't believe it...

Bought lots of Branded & expensive stuff as compared to other years.

I've been bad, really bad.

There were lots of things hidden among each other.

I'll always be there for you.

Lies, betrayal, deception, jealousy, envy, hatred, sadness.

Please remember me because I won't forget you.

I got to know more clubbers & clubbing-khakis.

All I want is happiness.

There's no point in having everything but no one to share it with.

I was just using you but I don't know what to do now.

Let bygones be bygones.

You changed my life.

The things I do, I expect nothing in return except a smile.

I do the stupidest things sometimes.

I have feelings too.

I still have lots of questions unanswered.

Some things are just better off unsaid.

i guess when you meet someone that catches your eye more than the one that has always been there for you, you'll tend to be more interested in them.

Love is blind.

You're still just a kid.

A friend of mine passed away together with his girlfriend in a train-accident...

There weren't any photos, but only memories are left behind.

P.S. Thanks for everything 2009, but I'm leaving everything behind.

It's the end but the start of something new

Marriott Hotel hi-tea buffet

2009-12-30T06:27:00.003+08:00

Made a table reservation for 5 a few days back for this day to come! Dined at Marriott Hotel for hi-tea buffet today. I swear hi-tea buffets is luvs! You should have seen my reaction when I arrived at the dessert corner. I couldn't help it & literally smiled to myself with a huge grin on my face! *blush*

I could only eat today like half of what I usually can in other buffets. Not sure where the appetite went. One day, I wish to be able to bring my friends to The Carousel for hi-tea as well~

And it is so not fair! I didn't get to taste the Macarons! I love Macarons! It was there at the dessert corner when I arrived but when half-way through the buffet, it was finished & wasn't stocked up anymore. =(

Everyone has the right to be stupid
You are just abusing your privileges

Received this Christmas present from CK. It's a shot-glass with the above-written words. Haha, love it! It so suits me. I guess everything happens for a reason.

Went to check up on Rachel's Macbook Pro at ION epicentre. Remind me to check up with my friend who works there if I could get his 10% discount for her as he didn't answer my call just now & didn't see him around the store so I guess he wasn't working today.

On a side-note, I pray that my pay arrives next week.

Oh yeah, Wilson MSN-ed me at 4am out of the blue after not talking to each other for a year, asking me to accompany him online. Why? Cause he was drunk... Fucktard stood up to his old man in a drinking-session of Martell & lost a couple of rounds of Big 2 (Dai Dee) and ended up having to drink as well as being a laughing stalk to the entire family & randomly pulled out some MSN contact from his MSN list of friends (which was me) to keep him company til he's sober. Good luck to him having to cycle at Pulau Ubin tomorrow with a hangover.

yányán Ráchəl says:
to be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. to be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. but me, i will change the world for you.

She wasn't directing that to me btw, it was just a figure of speech, haha. I like the way she sees things differently from others. Glad to have her on my side. Dun worry, I'm not going anywhere. =)

P.S. Time to write some new year resolutions.

I'm afraid of falling in love

True

2009-12-29T03:42:00.000+08:00

Tonight - FM Static

2009-12-28T01:27:00.002+08:00

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Tonight - FM Static

P.S. I love this song!!!

The stars are holding you tonight

All you need to hear are the right words

2009-12-27T05:01:00.006+08:00

yányán Ráchəl says:
so whats life w/o him or her?
not better (going to be), not emo (used to be, but not alr)
i'm happy! (tell yourself that)
and also, him/her wishes you to be happy
and also also, think life w/o them!
you're born w/o them right
always think of happy things

Rachel always tends to make a point in whatever she says and it is often ohh so true. My mind was distorted that things like that which I should have already thought of by myself for myself didn't cross my mind in the first place. Sometimes, the right words are all you need to hear, especially if it's from the right person. Either way, she always brightens up my day. =)

Thanks BGFF! <3

P.S. Once bitten, twice shy. I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye.

All the wrong things happen for the right reasons

My Christmas

2009-12-25T02:39:00.008+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!
Gift-exchange with my best of frenz! Deeply apologize I was quiet, guess was too tired from work in the morning to entertain you guys or think of things to say... Felt like crap. Truly sorry! =(
Ate, crap, chat, shop, window-shop, laugh & enjoy!
Sad there isn't any pictures though... ;(
Caught Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!
2 pretty girls walked up to me & said "Merry Christmas!" I was stunned, looked at them, looked away & walked off. LOL! That was so uncool & so not me. =/
Still best of all, I spent Christmas with my friends this year.
I may not say much or don't express it but, I love my friends. =)

Heehee! Got one for everyone! Guess who's who?
Yes! It has arrived! Was eagerly awaiting for the arrival of the order I made for Ke Ying's Christmas present!
Yup, I got it from CLUBCOUTURE!
CK's present in gold & Ke Ying's present complimented by a Pooh, all wrapped up!
Alright, Qinzhi's gift has arrived!
Wanted to get Qinzhi smth he nvr tasted before! Rather than chocolates.
NYP's Foreign Bodies performed at Ngee Ann City! LUV 'em!
Nice? Guess where I was!
I was at Dhoby Green! They were having a live concert!
Saw her performing in a glass-case at Plaza Singapura. She's good!
Passed by Orchard Central & saw a Wish-Board!
The Adidas FIFA World Cup Official-Match Ball, courtesy of Qinzhi! =D
Agnes b lollipops!! A gift from Ke Ying! THANK YOU! luvs. ^^

You know, it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.

2009-12-23T03:00:00.000+08:00

Twitter Got HACKED!

2009-12-18T15:39:00.005+08:00

Twitter got hacked today by the Cyber-Iranian Army. I only noticed it at est. 1.56AM Singapore time. It was up and running again when I logged into it at 3.13 SIngapore time. At least the management acted swiftly on it but I wonder how much information was stolen during that 1hour plus time-gap.

For more info:
http://www.techcrunch.com/2009/12/17/twitter-reportedly-hacked-by-iranian-cyber-army/

P.S. Happy Birthday David Ang aka KUROBE aka WYND-MON.
(Singapore's no. 2 National Jubeat Player)

The Holidays

2009-12-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

The holz has been great so far. Been to places where I wanna go, been with people who I wanna be with, done things that are supposed to be taken care of long ago, hear things that I wanna hear, say things that are meant to be said, see things that I wanna see, do things that are needed to be done, buy things that I've longed for, spent time cherishing every second of it. =)

P.S. The best you never had.

I can't live in a world without you
You're my all, my everything
I promise, I won't hurt you

A Perfect Day

2009-12-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

Manhattan Fish Market for lunch!

First time I had lunch with the Jubeat-Clique.

Star-of-the-week: Coke Float

Scorer's Platter (Student Meal $6.90 only!)

After lunch, caught this Dwarf-Stitch stuffed-toy at the UFO Catcher for only $1. The rest of the day was just perfect. Great company, great places, great chats, great laughs, great time. <3

P.S. Don't regret it.

Never can I find a friend like you.

Thank you - The Katinas (covered by JS)

2009-12-10T23:09:00.003+08:00

Janice & Sonia (JS)'s newly just released cover of the song titled Thank You by The Katinas. Simply love the covers JS do! Keep on rockin' gals! <3

P.S. I prefer Sonia over Janice! =P

Raise my hands to worship you
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you

Adidas FIFA World Cup 2010 RSVP-Party

2009-12-05T16:12:00.003+08:00

RSVP Inivitation
Me & the Event Host
The Adidas FIFA World Cup official-match ball gallery.
The Adidas FIFA World Cup official-match ball 2010
The FIFA World Cup groups.

P.S. Thank you, Toh Qinzhi for everything! ^^

Rachel's 17th Birthday <3

2009-12-02T14:39:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday, Rachel! <3

What we can't have

2009-11-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

在你的记忆里面有一个我。在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过。难过过了，天晴朗了我就走。我不要你心疼我。我对你感觉胜过爱情。其实也想好好爱你，只怕到最后不小心让你伤心。对不起，我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起。爱情总让人折磨，所以我们才选择做比情人更好的..朋友。

P.S. I just wanna cut your face out of every single picture I see...

A smile made of tears

Nightmare

2009-11-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

I had a nightmare... I can't remember the entire dream, but i remembered only one part... One which I... Didn't really expect in my wildest imagination to happen. It's damn... Weird... Strange... Impossible...? Like... How strong can my imagination be to come up with such a random scene as that which even I have never thought of before... With as if me being right there watching the whole entire thing unfolding before me, in front of my very eyes. Could it be a vision of the future or just a scary dream...? Maybe it already happened and it's the past!? But it can't be...

I don't know... But one thing I do know, is that it made me cry in my sleep as whatever was happening, happened & it came to a point whereby I couldn't stand it anymore & didn't wanna see whatever is shown to me anymore. That's when I abruptly woke up, panting & trying to catch my breath... Breathing deeply on every breath I take... It was still dark and I was wondering what time it was... Checked my clock. It was 5.45am... I couldn't sleep after that & was awake the rest of the day & kept thinking about it.... Though I know it is realistically impossible to happen, or is it? It's been a long time since I had a nightmare, in fact, I can't remember having one at all ever since I was 4 years old which was the last nightmare I remembered having...

P.S. The feelings have already gone away, so stop returning to me! Shoo~ Shoo~

Only when emotions & feelings build up to our limit
Then will we cry

I'm Officially Missin' You - Tamia

2009-11-24T14:14:00.004+08:00

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I though that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve had it long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face all over
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all,
I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby
Safe to say that I’m officially missin’ you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I’m officially missin’ you

Tamia - Officially Missing You

P.S. I'm officially missin' BFF Rachel!!!

I just can't find a way. To find the words to say.

Leona Lewis - Alive

2009-11-20T16:58:00.001+08:00

I breathe, I hear
But I don’t believe it
My heart, it beats
But inside I’m freezing
My hands shake
They’ve lost all their feeling
Nowhere to take
You say that you’re leaving
And there’s no turning back this time
Gotta stay alive

Where do I go when I’m so alone?
Where do I turn when you are so close?
We try not to crash but we still collide
Tears I’ve cried, I’ll survive
I’m alive

I’m stripped, I’m bare
I’m left here with nothing
I hold the wheel
And know where I’m going
Your face, I see, in every reflection
No time, no space
I’ve lost all direction
And there’s no turning back this time
Gotta stay alive

Where do I go when I’m so alone?
Where do I turn when you are so close?
We try not to crash but we still collide
Tears I’ve cried, I’ll survive
I’m alive

I’m gonna get there someway
Through all the tears that you bring
And any road I can take
Just to get me some place
Where all the stars on my heart
And all the lies in the dark
Disappear in my head

Lights so bright, tonight
Gonna drive them away

Where do I go when I’m so alone?
Where do I turn when you are so close?
We try not to crash but we still collide
Tears I’ve cried, I’ll survive
I’m alive

I’m Alive

Leona Lewis - Alive

P.S. As long as I'm alive, I'll keep on moving forward!

BFF made my day! Luvs.

Sean Kingston - Replay (haziq's edit)

2009-11-19T19:54:00.006+08:00

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall with your friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would never be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl, like somethin' off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone, from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin' things I never do
I'm in the kitchen cookin' things she likes

We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl, like somethin' off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is the gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

I can be your melody
Oh girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

Ay, I can be your melody
Oh girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

Ay, na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin'

Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin'

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Sean Kingston - Replay

P.S. I changed a word by adding just 1 letter. Can you spot it?

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was.

iPhone, SE Satio or Nokia N900?

2009-11-18T21:33:00.009+08:00

Should i get the 16GB iPhone 3GS I've been desiring, the user friendly Sony Ericsson Satio which I'm so used to or the soon to arrive in Singapore Nokia N900?

Monday Blues

2009-11-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

Just having some Monday blues today. Nothing much other than the fact that it's my first time in a long time that I actually read the entire New Paper finish since 48597361413 days ago. There was this funny & weird article I read about on STOMP about this guy who flashed his ass at onlookers and was accused of causing distraction to motorists & passer-bys. Why are people this uncivilised I wonder... There was also an article in the New Paper that Taiwan's cute singer superstar, Yao-Yao, came to Singapore and was giving out free hugs to anyone who bought her album at that event. Did I mention that she's famous for her 32E cups? Go find out for yourself if you're curious. Heez!

There was also another article that I read that really reminded me of someone close to me. Hope everything's fine. =)

P.S. Always here for you.

til the end of time

A Whole New World

2009-11-15T17:28:00.004+08:00

A whole new world.
Simplicity is the new thing'

Friday The 13th!

2009-11-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

Leona Lewis - I Got You

2009-11-10T15:41:00.002+08:00

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What’s weird about it
Is we’re right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you

Ain’t falling a part, or bitter
Let’s be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you’re all alone
We’ll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

‘Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don’t feel right
You’re not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye (say goodbye)
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you

Leona Lewis - I Got You

P.S. Just hang on. You'll get through this. =)

the smile that's been missing all this while

I'll Always Be By Your Side

2009-11-09T06:31:00.000+08:00

Look down,
The ground below is crumbling.
Look up,
The stars are all exploding.

Hey yeah, hey yeah oh
Hey yeah, hey yeah

It's the last, day on earth,
In my dreams, in my dreams,
It's the end, of the world,
And you've come back, to me.
In my dreams.

Between,
The dust and the debris.
There's a light,
Surrounding you and me.

Hey yeah, hey yeah oh oh
Hey yeah, hey yeah

It's the last, day on earth,
In my dreams, in my dreams,
It's the end, of the world,
And you've come back, to me.
In my dreams.

And you hold me closer than I,
Can ever remember being held,
And I'm not, afraid to sleep now,
If we can stay like this until.

It's the last, day on earth,
In my dreams, in my dreams,
It's the end, of the world,
And you've come back, to me.
In my dreams.

Hey yeah, hey yeah oh
Hey yeah, hey yeah

In my head I replay your conversations,
Over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations,
You know me, I love to lose my mind.
And everytime anybody speaks your name,
I still feel the same, I ache, I ache, I ache inside.

In my head I replay your conversations,
Over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations,
You know me, I love to lose my mind.
And everytime anybody speaks your name,
I still feel the same, I ache, I ache, I ache inside.

I ache, I ache, I ache inside.
I ache, I ache, I ache inside.
I ache, I ache, I ache inside.

Kate Miller-Heidke - Last Day On Earth

P.S. I dedicate this song to a very special someone who's going through a very difficult time right now.

i'll always be by your side

Halloween @ Rebel & Dbl O

2009-10-31T06:25:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday, Haziq!

2009-10-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

1) I LOVE YOU ALL!
2) I LOVE YOU ALL!
3) I LOVE YOU ALL!

Thanks EVERYONE for spending your time and/or your day with me through all the happy & sour moments. xoxo

I'm very tired after 2-3 sleepless nights this past week & barely held my ground today but thanks to all who entertained me, who celebrated with me, who sacrificed their time for me, who skipped class just for me, I was able to survive through the day & it was a great day. i juz need a good night's sleep with a heavy heart tonight...

P.S. 3 words... I'm deeply touched...

Don't Ask, So As Not For Me To Lie...

2009-10-23T11:59:00.005+08:00

Once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us and we changed
Then you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours, minutes into years
Don't ask me why
I can't tell you lies

Tired...

2009-10-22T05:50:00.012+08:00

I swear I'm very tired for some reason, can't even last an hour after reaching home at 11plus last night... Think I still lack of sleep since clubbing at dbl O last Saturday with only 2-4hours of sleep per day, every single day after that... KO-ed at 12am plus...? First time I've fell asleep so freaking early...

Finally got to catch Sorority Row last night.

The grand launch of Windows 7 is today as well and some people have already been queuing for it for 22 hours at Funan IT Mall. Zzz...

Now i'm up at 5.50am just to complete 4 name-card designs for my uncle who needs them by 9am later, which he requested me to do at 12.02am just last night, which i was too tired to even bother doing. Gonna finish up on it now and get back to sleep again...

Didn't blog these few days... Didn't have the mood or time to...
This is an improper post, just rants. (This post is pending edits.)

To MJ bestie,
hope you're feeling better! You don't need to go through it alone. We'll be there if you want us to coz' we're all here for you if you need us as always. Tc & ttyl! (: xoxo

P.S. I'm everywhere I'm not supposed to be at the wrong timings, doing what I shouldn't do, seeing what I shouldn't see, hearing what I shouldn't hear & saying what I shouldn't say...

~~ bell of the boulevard

dbl O, invited by MJ <3 (first-time entry!)

2009-10-18T05:06:00.024+08:00

Just got back from dbl O...

My lips like sugar~

My lips like sugar~

Herwan's D&G perfume, No. 3 L`Imperatrice (Inspiration), was freaking nice!!! I wanna get it too but it's 60bucks for a tiny 8ml bottle! WTF!?!

All the dancing made me now eff-ing hungryyyyy!

Damn shag now... Will upload pics, blog and do everything later... Nytex party peeps!
____________________________________________________

Morning people!!! I'm up bright and early today... Can't believe I slept at 8am and woke up at 10am just to check my Facebook... Just 2 hours of sleep!? The rings on my eyes are getting obvious... Maybe I was expecting something or had a feeling that there's just something there that I gotta see...? Instinct? Gut feeling? Sixth sense? Anyways, I feel like a walking-zombie now, sorry Jing Yu, i'm not going already, thanks for the invite though... TOO TIRED!!!

Expecting guests later, probably my aunt for lunch... I'm too shag to entertain guests at the moment, sumone replace me? I'll pay u 4bucks per hour? But since it's my auntie, i'll make it 5bucks, standard F&B market rate for entertaining both annoying/difficult customers... I feel like sleeping again or I'm definitely gonna be late for class tmr... And I still have night class later at 6.30pm til 8pm... And I've yet to pick out or iron my clothes for class tmr... Sheesh!

<3 Me & MJ <3
MJ is the sex! Clubbers & BFF! Luvs! ;)

Last night, was a hell of a party!!! Thanks MJ for opening up and also opening me up. I was shy, okay!!! Sheesh... Haha! Clubbing with you is so much fun!!! You're really the walking, living-example of party-ing the night away, forgetting bout everything and anything that's going on & just let everything loose just for that moment for that one night! Felt so much better! Had great company from Herwan & frenz as well, freaking nice people even if it's the first time we've met. Well, that's what happens when we all got one thing in common, clubbing! Luv me homies! Just like we were all singing, "I've got a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night! That today's gonna be a good day! That tonight's gonna be a good, good night! I've got a feeling. Woohoo!" I was even lucky enough not to get an ID-check and got to enter with the bootylicious girl giving me the entry chop on my arm just like that. We forgot that this was a 21 & above Club & not an 18 & above Club. We only realized it when we were queuing up to enter. My heart was thumping when we finally reached the front! thump* thump*

Entry Babe: 3 guys? (stares*) Paying by? Plastic or cash?

Haziq (me!): Cash. (Took out the crisp $50 note from my wallet which i was already holding in my hand)

Entry Babe: Here you go. chop* chop* chop*

Everyone was like half-gone that night & some were even driving...! Glad I was still sane throughout the entire night so that I could capture and remember every single moment & all the precious memories we have together! ^^

P.S. MJ rox!!! Luv ya to the max! Thanks for the invite, gal! Had a f-ing great time with ya! Will definitely invite u to other parties in the future! It's a MUST! You can bring ur other frenz too, no prob! They're always welcomed! Once invited, always invited! Luvs! ;) (Psst! Psst! I'll try to get you that Privilege Card for Se\7en. WINKS*)

she hit the floor, next thing you know
shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low

Good Texts Gone Bad

2009-10-17T23:47:00.004+08:00

Was supposed to meet up with Qz & the rest for FYP today but was forced to eat lunch at home by mum since she was cooking and kept asking me to eat first before I leave... Kinda annoying but yeah it saves money... But I had to be in town by 12pm but mum started cooking at 12pm & i didn't know it'd take so long as to only be able to start eating at 2pm since she cooked so many dishes for the whole family and I was already ready to leave the house too.

Left the house at 2plus and waited for the damn bus to town til 3pm to finally arrive. By that time, my teammate CK called me saying that him and the rest were all heading home already and that I didn't need to come down already... Damn, sorry... Anyhow, since was already on the bus, might as well take it and went town for a while before heading Bugis later on.

Received an sms from Qz and so I texted and chat with him while walking around since we were both alone at that time and somehow I said something wrong again or that he took it the wrong way? Either way, i noe a sorry won't be sufficient since it's like the 468416579 times I've said it but dun take it to heart. I seriously didn't think that you'd get so worked up over it as I thought everything was fine and we were chatting as per normal in like a normal conversation in a smiling situation.

That's why I hate text-ing sometimes, you can never imagine the expressions on the other persons' face or say things that you want in the tone you want but instead, people have to imagine how you're saying it and sometimes, it just doesn't turn out right. I'm freaking gonna emphasize on using the smileys & emoticons from now onwards...

Heading down to meet MJ, Herwan & the rest later at dbl O at 10pm! It's bad to turn down an invite/RSVP but den again, if anyone invites me, I'll surely not dissapoint you guys & be there! Unless I already had other plans of course or someone else booked me first(but that rarely happens, no worries!). I'm SOO looking forward to it!

Hope I'll enjoy myself later coz I can never fully let go of myself & party when I know that any friend is angry at me for whatever reason. In short, i can never be myself when i know that something's wrong... Think ima sleep til 4-5pm the next day... Cya laters!

P.S. Plz dun turn dis into a quarrel, it's juz a misunderstanding... I need a break. Heck, everyone needs a break...

Coming from good texts gone bad
Coming from good texts gone, good texts gone bad

Self-Conscience

2009-10-16T00:31:00.011+08:00

BMI Categories:

Underweight = <18.5
Normal weight = 18.5-24.9
Overweight = 25-29.9
Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater

My BMI is 15.9, wtf!? I'm underweight!?

Gonna have to conduct/oversee a talk later, some smart-ALEX went on to carry on discussions with our partner-ing company and surprisingly managed to make it happen... With NO planning done whatsoever... Thanks for letting me know last-minute to manage and clear the saikang for you...! I just hope things go well later... I don't wish to manually key in 100+ Student Identification Numbers into my laptop...

Leona Lewis gets punched at her own book-signing by someone who queued for 5 hours? WTH!?
For more info: http://a3urbanmusic.com/2009/10/leona-lewis-gets-punched-at-book-signing

P.S. I luv my sis! <3

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you

The Things I Do When I'm At Home

2009-10-15T16:05:00.000+08:00

Been eating junk food all day, Zombie Chews, Cola Haribo, almost the whole jar of pineapple tarts finishing soon, half a cookie eaten, cans and cans of coke, wan-wans & ferero rochers! Please put on weight Haziq!!!

I kinda wonder which emo and/or saddistic person would book a seat like that to watch a horror film all alone that's gonna take place at 11.55pm at night... -.-

I can't believe LG got SNSD to endorse their Black Label Series newchocolate phone! OMG, it's SNSD, wootz!!! It must have cost a bomb to get them and they even made a song for it too! The newchocolate is yet another touch-screen phone and it looks really stylish and chic! Plus it's slim! But I've never liked LG phones so I'll just give it a pass or maybe it's time for a change?

Found BoA's US Debut Album! Her songs are the sex!!

Had a blast chatting online with my god-sister, Sha-sha this afternoon. She's kind, she's caring, she's fun, she's hip, she's trendy, she's cool, she's hot, she's sexy & always there for me, love her lots!!! <3

It rained today as I knew it would, such a beautiful sight.

P.S. Palm-reading is my new thing, yo! Though i dun believe in unscientifically-proven mumbo-jumbo, it's shockingly accurate.
Gonna post it up soon!

When I say jump, you say high! high!

2009-10-14T23:51:00.005+08:00

I wanna be back to the times, times of old.

Glad to see all the usual happy faces again today. <3

P.S. Told ya I'd eat with ya. =)

But just one night couldn't be so wrong
You make me wanna lose control

Get back to work!

2009-10-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

Went through a number of things that piled up as time went by last night. Gotta get back to handling my IG (Gaming.RP). i think i took quite a long vacation already... With the Marketing Director/President missing, I wonder how things are right now since everything's so quiet. Got a meeting after school tomorrow with our sponsor (Computer Company X) and we're also gonna have this new upcoming event about... *hush *hush. Gonna keep it a secret til it's going smoothly. Plus I heard that I might get an opportunity to be INTERVIEWED by a REPORTER and land myself in the... *hush *hush again. Another media exposure. First it was TEENAGE Magazine (Sept. issue). Now it's... (hint: something that Singaporeans buy everyday).

Finished doing up my powerpoint presentation slides today in 15 minutes or shall I say the last 15minutes before presentation started? I swear it was an instantaneous idea coz I only figured out how to solve the problem like at the last 15minutes... Luckily... I swear I almost didn't catch a single thing in today's lesson...

Was supposed to have a meeting today after school but it got canceled and I was plan-less. Wasted another day after school without a plan and just went home.

And to MJ, thanks for the pad on the back and encouragement! I'm seeing the bigger picture now.

P.S. Sorry qz, already bought my food by the time you called, if not I could've went over. Next time kayz! =)

No more poison
Killing my emotion
I will not be frozen

Never again.

2009-10-12T23:26:00.004+08:00

When faced with such stuff, I usually go "Hey, what's wrong?" but nowadays I always go "Ohh, okays." and will be too afraid to ask anything anymore but just remain silent.

(I'm scared...? That doesn't sound like me at all.)

Somehow, I'll always end up thinking that I'm the cause of it after putting all the pieces together to make out the big picture and so, asking "What's wrong?" would just be showing that I was too ignorant to see it & proves my stupidity to have not realized it.

Fear... Have I finally found my weakness? No, it's not fear at all... It's the thought of losing someone that leads to my silence of not saying a single word to not make matters worst.

(Is this the right way?)

If anyone is ever unhappy with me, please voice it out and not keep it to yourself no matter how stupid a matter it may be. It can be settled with just a talk as I'm not the type to fight or hold a grudge against anyone, never will & never have because Karma will just strike me back if I did. I'm tired of quarrels, arguments, silent-treatments & fights. We can always leave the past behind, put away our differences & move forward if we choose to.

Anyways, this is just a rant of my thoughts, nothing emo.
Luv u all! (:

Lost and insecure.
You found me, you found me.

P.S. Never again~

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Morning routine!

2009-10-11T14:08:00.003+08:00

My must-have after wakin' up every mornin'. Peach-Mango!!! The yoghurt is NO-FAT but i want the FATS! The milk is sometimes used to makes milk-shakes as well! Maybe I shd label and put my name on them to claim that they're ll mine! Mwahahaha!!!

Best Day WITHOUT ... (for once!)

2009-10-09T22:10:00.015+08:00

Simply the best day of the new sem so far with the best of pals!
You guys are never-ending fun & love! =)

P.S. Let's do it again! May the days to come be just as well or better. ^^

As we go on, we remember.
All the times, we had together.
And as our lives change, from whatever.
We will still be, friends forever.